𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒 | rini & jolivia oneshots

i'm never ever getting over you.

Ricky's POV

You never asked for anything and I asked you to go
I hope you see I'm not better on my own
I don't deserve the love you've shown

Again she was gone, and it was my fault. She didn't do anything wrong at all, instead, I had to screw it up again by asking her to give up on her dreams. At the end of the day, I had no one to blame but myself.

I've never loved someone like you
I've never held and been held, too
I've never known somethin' so true
And I'm never, never, never gettin' over you

No matter who came along next, there would be no one else in it for me. Lily, any other girl, no one. It would never be like how it was with Nini, so subtle and perfect and real. Around them, I didn't get those sparks, that fluttery feeling in my stomach. I was just slapping on a smile, faking it all.

I've never needеd love so bad
I've never held an angel in my hand
I've never been this fuckin' sad
And I'll never, never, never find the love we had
Never, never, never, never, never

It would never be just a second chance with us, we've already had too many chances. I've had too many chances, maybe more than I deserve. She was the person I never knew I needed, and we let go. Once more, I was lost in the woods.

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Sorry, guys, I'm back to my emo self. I mean, if Rini doesn't get back together, there are plenty of ideas for angst writers, even more extreme. What were your thoughts on the episode and this oneshot?

Keep reading. Keep writing. Keep dreaming.

-V