KNBaes Scenarios And Oneshots💙💖💗💞 [Hiatus/Completed]

Late Update...

Um...hey guys...😌. *Sigh* I have a lot to explain I know. First off, I just wanna say I'm really sorry for abandoning my books and y'all. I just distanced myself because of school, life, and everything really. Writing got really boring for me and I lost my passion/love for it. I felt like it was dumb writing fanfiction for a girl my age (at the time). I felt embarrassed actually. Because I know it's considered weird to other people. So I also let the pressure consume me. And I just lived my life of course because it is my life ya know? So here's an explanation for everything else:

Currently I finished my first year of college. I know. I'm already in college lol. I'll be a sophomore soon! Been a while considering the last time I wrote was in high school. Speaking of which...I feel guilty because I was writing about characters younger than me...I mean at the time when I wrote everything I was 16/17 and the characters are 16  (I literally JUST found out). So I feel weird writing smuts about em anymore considering I'm 19 now. Feels like a pedophile tbh😅. I dunno if I should even delete my book or something. Sucks cuz I'm proud (semi) of what I've done. But...I feel bad now cuz I sexualized the characters (even tho other people do it all the time and it's worse 💀*cough*). But yeah I feel bad about it. Any thoughts? (Plz comment).

Speaking of which...comments. Um...since I've been gone for I think 2 years?...I haven't responded to comments. Now...I'm pretty sure I can't get to everyone so I'm really sorry of I skipped yours. I met cool people here and never responded to our conversations in my notifs so I feel bad about that too. I mean...I know other people who wrote here and are also in college. I just hope someone can understand. And I know there's requests but I dunno if I can even do them anymore. I just don't like writing anymore. I got tired of it. Sad to say but it's true. There's just a point in life where you gotta stop. I have a complex of pleasing people all the time tho...🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️. So I know how I am.

And I know everyone is waiting for me to update the Midorima story. I actually had the idea in mind years ago but never continued cuz I thought my ideas were dumb. But I do still have the draft and everything luckily. However I'm second-guessing even finishing it because like I said earlier...I'm 19 now and the characters are literally 16 so...yeah. Ugh I dunno what to do. I feel like I'm venting.

Speaking of which, over my hiatus I was working on my mental health. I went through extremely bad times and there were good ones. It was just a rollercoaster tbh. So...now I dunno what else to say. I guess thanks for reading and leave comments.