I love you so I love you so

~ 칠십삼 ~

PoV: Yoongi
We lean against the window ledge and stare into the wide, sparkling night sky. After a while I feel so at ease that I rest my head on Jimin's shoulder and close my eyes, reflecting the day inside my head.

Today was very rough,, exhausting and also depressing for a moment, but everything went well. I really don't know what I would do without Jimin.

Although the loud firework sounds still manage to reach my hearing through the headphones, I feel like I'm in the right place. Mentally.
My thoughts are positive, my heart is calm, my soul is lit, my vision is clear. I feel warm, I'm at peace.

But knowing me, I'm sure this won't hold on for long.
It takes only one blink to fall back into depression and anxiety.
But,, let's not get into that.

Suddenly one of the earphones gets plugged out.
Irritated I open my eyes, almost fear that I'd get scared by all kinds of noises, but surprisingly it's silent.

"It's over." Jimin smiles as I look at him.

"Oh. Okay" I take off my headphones, wrapping them around my phone in order to put it all in my pocket.

"I think there a people underneath us" He then whispers, for whatever reason.

Downstairs?

"So what?"

"Ah, nothing,.. was just thinking out loud."

I just chuckle and get a little closer, wrapping my arms around him lightly.

"Hey, somebody might see us.." The younger says, unsure if he should hug me back.

"Who? We're alone in this hallway.  Even if somebody does see us, it's not a big deal. My student is leaving the school, so maybe I just wanna give him a good-luck-wishing hug?"

"Haha, yeah, in the middle of a dark hallway. Sure" Jimin laughs, squeezing me.

I chuckle in reply and place a little kiss on his cheek.

How much I'd love to stay with him like this, but I know we can't, and we have to go.

"I'm tired. I have to go find Jin, and you should hurry back to your parents." I speak as I pull away from him.

"Ah.. C-Can't I come with you..?" He asks disappointed.

"No... No, you should sleep at home this night. Tomorrow you have to be early at the ceremony, so it would be troublesome to have you at my place."

The youngers looks down, expression turning sad. Don't make me feel guilty, you....

"Okay, I understand" He sighs.
"Why will you look for Kim though.?"

"He's the driver today. I've driven enough in the last few months, I'm taking a little break from it." I explain simple.

"I see.. Well then, shall we at least look for our people together?" He suggests.

"Mh, let's do that" I smile.

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A little later we find Jimin's parents talking to Jin outside at the school yard.
It's late and most people have left, except for a few other parents, but even they are starting to leave as soon as Jimin and I join the conversation circle.

"Hey, what are you chatting about over here?" Jimin asks, pinching his dad's arm, who gets the shit scared out of him.

"Jesus- don't scare me like that!" He complains.
Jin gets surprised as well.