I love you so I love you so

~ 사십칠 ~

I started this chapter last week and finished it today, its REALLY ASS. Dont expected too much.. I'll try harder next time.╥﹏╥

PoV: Yoongi
One whole hour has passed since Jimin left and he still hasn't messaged me. I start to get worried so I decide to message him by myself;

Me:
Hey, have u come back home safely?

He replies immediately.

Jiminie<3:
Oh hey, yes ! Sorry, I forgot to let you know >.< I'm good. And you?

Me:
That's a relief, I'm glad :3

Jiminie<3:
Hehe... So, go to bed (?)

Me:
Yeah I will in a minute.

Jiminie<3:
Ahh I already miss u ;w; Sleep tight !

Me:
Haha See ya tomorrow ^^ Good night, babe <3

Jiminie<3:
B-Babe?? O///o

Oh, whoops

Me:
Sorry. ..Weird?

Jiminie<3:
BwhzyabaizbaqgBaq nO! More please! Always call me that!

Wow I'm surprised he likes it that much. If I knew he loves nicknames, I would have called him that sooner.

Me:
Okay, honey (^-^)

Jiminie<3:
znwjzjabzyqbshb

Me:
Darling ~

Jiminie<3:
Ohmygawd, please stop my heart is going places (;_;) ♡

Jiminie<3:
You're really saving my mood rn..

Me:
Oh? Why?

Jiminie<3:
Nvm, I might tell you tomorrow, k ? Go to bed now please

What..? Why can't he just tell me now?

Me:
okay.. Good night then ig

Jiminie<3:
Sweet dreams (╯3╰)

Hm, suspicious.

.

The next morning

When the first class starts and students are entering the classroom, I can instantly tell that Jimin acts weird.

He's not smiling and not talking to his friends like he always does.

Perhaps just tired?

No, his unusual attitude stays for the next 40 minutes, and that worries me. So I tell him to come to my desk after the first lesson ends.

..

"Heya Mr. Min.." He mumbles as he takes a seat in front of me, classmates leaving the room.

"Hey, what's wrong?" I ask him after I make sure we're alone.
"You look unhappy"

"Really?" He lowers his head and looks away.

What the hell? He never behaves like this.

I lean more forward and caress his shoulder to tell him he should talk to me.
"Seriously, what's wrong?? You look so sad.."

"...I.. -My mom. She found out.."

"What do you mean?"

"A-About us" He sniffs.

...

"What... How come?" I ask disappointed.

"Taehyungs mum.."

Kim Taehyungs mum ?!

"Don't tell me Taehyung told her-"

"No no, not that. I promised you Tae won't tell anyone.. But my mum... She talked to his mother because she was curious about what happened last week, but I gave her no information.. So Tae probably told his mother and now she told my mum.. She knows you are my teacher!" Jimin explains devastated.

"And what did she say? "

"She's mad. She wants us to break up."

Fuck.

That's not a big surprise, but still..

"I see.."

"Yoongi, what should we do??"

"Why didn't you tell me yesterday?"

"Because I didn't want to stress you out even more.."

"..And since yesterday you couldn't come up with a solution?"

"No, sorry.."

Is he .... stupid? There's one simple way to solve this and he can't figure it out?

"Jimin, I.. -I don't want to break up with you."

"Me neither, Yoongi ! I want to be with you forever!"

I dont want to say it. It's a selfish solution.

"But.. maybe your mum is right.." I say quiet.

"What? Wait what?"

"I-I mean.. You know.. A student and a teacher.. they shouldn't-"

"What the hell.. Yoongi we talked about this many times! Why are you still.. Are you serious??"
He sounds hurt.

Why do I mess everything up, I should just be honest @.@

"N-No, okay No I'm not serious..! But do you really have no idea how to fix this??" I question desperately.

Jimin just shakes his head and looks down.

My god, don't make me say it..

"..Okay Jimin. Look, we could.. we could just stay together, meanwhile you tell your mother that we broke up." I suggest.

Looking at Jimin, he finally comes to realization.

"Oh, right... That's it! You are right!! Wow, I am really so.. dumb..! Why didn't you say it sooner??"

He shows no sign of guilt.

"Because.. You will lie to your mother then.. I told you to be more respectful towards her and.. She deserves better.." I explain, feeling uncomfortable.

It's none of my business, but it makes me feel sick knowing that Jimin is lying to his mother because of me.

He hums thoughtful.
"Yeah that's unfair I guess, but.. That's the only way, Yoongi.. And we can officially date after I graduate!"

"I don't even know if you'll make it through this semester" I sigh.

"I-I will! I'll do my best.."

Can't help it..

".. Are we really going to do this? Then I won't come to your place anymore.. And if you visit me, you tell her you're visiting just a friend like Taehyung or something like that" I say.

"Yeah, got that."

The boy gets up and walks around the desk to stop in front of me.
"Get up, I need a hug"

"Jimin, somebody could-"

"Why would anyone coincidentally stand at that door?"

"Ugh..."

I stand up and carefully put my arms around him, cautious.

He strokes my hair and just by that I can feel my heart melting away.

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[Again, I'm sorry.]