I was terrified. Not just terrified of whats going to happen next, but I was terrified of myself. If it wasn't for my poor aim I probably would have killed her. Maybe I have killed her. The thought of killing someone scared me, but if I didn't shoot... She would have.
I was running down the street with tears rolling down my cheeks and a gun in my hand. Probably not the best idea having a gun in public, but what was I supposed to do? I tried to hide it under my clothes but it didn't work. So I kept it by my side, hoping no one saw the deadly weapon.
The tears would not stop falling down my cheeks at all, I was about to be killed and then I shot my mom. My phone started to ring and I checked the caller ID and threw my phone on the ground, me falling right after it. I broke down completely. The tears would not stop. After a few minutes of me sobbing on the ground, trying to hide the gun I heard a car screech, then a car door shut.
My immediate reaction was to sit up and aim the gun right at them, so I did. The familiar blonde that was 'supposedly' helping me stood there, putting his hands up.
"Bella..." Luke said slowly.
Tears started to fall again. Lower the gun Bella. Lower it! My mind kept telling me but I didn't listen. I was frozen in the position, the gun aimed at Luke and both of our hearts racing. I knew for sure that I wasn't going to shoot, but he didn't.
"Bella." He said again a bit faster this time.
"I was almost killed." I yelled, tears rolling down my cheeks.
He stood there, oblivious to what I was saying.
"Today, was the day I was supposed to go back home." I yelled again, tears falling harder than ever and my grip getting tighter around the gun. "My mom almost shot me, okay. This is her fucking gun which I took and shot her. Luckily for me, my aim was shit and I probably gave her a flesh wound. But I have no idea. For all I know she could be dead. And where were you? When all of this happened. No where. Luke, you told me that you where going to be on the look out. Making sure that she wasn't going to hurt me. But you weren't there and if it wasn't for a phone call I would be dead right now." I shouted.
He stared at me, completely shocked.
"I'm so sorry Bella, I-"
"Shut up please. I am sick of people apologising and trying to help. There is no way someone can help me, I am destructive. Two people are trying to kill me and for all I know, I could have killed someone. So Luke, tell me how this will all stop because I would love to know." I said. "Oh and did I mention. My father died, because my mother killed me. I'm next. There's no way i'm getting out of this."
This just started off as me being abused by my mother. It's still not right, but that's all it was. No death threats, or people trying to kill each other. Now here we are. I am the target for my mother and Kate. Both want to kill me and one of them will eventually.
Luke stared at me in disbelief. "Please tell me your kidding." He said. It came off more as a plead than just a question.
"I wish I was."
I am very surprised that where me and Luke were was empty and that there was no one in more than a mile radius away.
Me and Luke stared at each other in silence for a few minutes before I finally lowered my arm so the gun was no longer aiming at him.
"Bella listen." Luke said walking closer.
"If you take one more step, I will make sure I shoot you're balls." I said aiming the gun again.
He took a couple steps back, gulping.
"I was talking to Kate..." He started. "Again she didn't give me a lot of information."
"Of course she didn't." I snapped.
"But she did give me something." He gulped again before looking at me.
"Could you please put the gun down, It's making me nervous."
I sighed and placed the item on the ground next to me. The tears started to stop, but my body was filled with sadness and anger.
"Kate is taking action next week. Michael is going to help us get as much information as possible. We are going to keep you safe if you just let us."
"Luke, what part of I don't need your help don't you understand. If Kate kills me, she kills me. I am not putting up a fight and I sure as hell don't want to be here, so I hope if she kills me, it'll be fast."
"Don't speak like that." Luke said walking over to me.
"Whatever. I'm done with everything." I said picking up the gun and turning around.
"Where are you going?"
I shrugged. "Home."
"Why?"
"Can you please just leave me alone."
He shook his head and I tensed.
"I can't leave you while you're like this."
"Well you will leave me Luke, please."
I didn't wait for him to give me an answer, instead I turned around and headed back to my house. It took a few minutes before my house came insight and when it did I walked a bit faster so I could get inside before anyone saw me with a gun. As I entered the house I closed the door behind me and slid down it, breaking down for the 1000th time this year.
After I regained myself I got off the ground wiping away the tears. I soon slowly walked around the corner to see a pool of blood not the ground with no one there. Did someone take her? Is she alright? What if she is still in the house? Questions fogged my mind as I tried to think clear.
I quickly opened my suitcase that was sitting in the foyer and placed my Gun in it. As I zipped the bag up I heard some footsteps and my eyes darted to the stairs, and there stood my mom covered in blood.
"You little shit." She spoke.
I slowly bent down and quietly tried to unzip the suitcase to grab the gun. I thought that she would have taken the stairs down, but she thought of something different. As I looked down to see where the gun was placed I regretted it, because the next thing I knew I was tackled to the ground.
"You psychotic freak." I screamed.
For someone old, my mom was very strong. After a couple of minutes of trying to get my mom off me I gave up. She wrapped her hands around my neck and I gasped for air. Everything started to get blurry and I couldn't think straight. After a few seconds, my body slumped and everything went black...
A/N:
I really didn't like the other chapter so I decided to do a DOUBLE UPDATE :D I actually hope this one is better. What happened to Bella? Oh noooo. Idek what I am doing, but I HAVE A NEW COVER FOR MY BOOK :D What cover do you like better?!?!? Well, I am going to sleep now.. Maybe. Or I will probably be on twitter for the rest of the night but who cares!! Haha okay ily thanks for reading xoxoox
-Yezmine
