She smiles at me when no one does.
She waves to me when no one does.
She helps me when no one does.
And what do I do?
Push her away
Because I'm scared.
Because I'm scared.
Scared of loving someone.
Her name is Jada
Jada's popular.
She has lots of friends.
And I don't.
I don't talk to anyone unless they bother me.
I hate people.
People are scary and don't understand me.
I can't be around them.
Which is why I'm in a 'special' class.
Jadas Kind to me.
But I'm not the same.
I ignore her.
And I try to distance myself.
Because there is no way she's fall for a guy like me.
I'm a freak.
A loser.
No one wants to be around me.
And I'm fine with that.
