A couple of days has gone by and I have not seen Drew at all. He doesn't even come with Daniel here. I texted him he just responded that he was busy studying. He didn't even show up here.
I walked downstairs to the kitchen to grab water. I thought I could do this with Drew where we aren't hanging out at all. It's actually killing me inside, I feel like I'm gonna get sick. It hurts me even more that he doesn't even try to even see me. Nothing seems like it's going great lately.
I sigh until I noticed my mom and Bert staring at me. "Honey are you okay?" My mom asked me.
"Yeah, why do you ask?" I force a smile.
"You look sick, are getting fever or a cold?" She touched my forehead. I actually do feel sick or maybe I'm just hurt I haven't seen Drew at all. It sucks. I wished he'd at least give me a call back or text me. He doesn't even try to reach out to me all and it's also been days. He doesn't answer anything I sent him and worst part is I don't even know how his doing.
"Why you crying?" She asked me. I didn't think I was until she mentioned it. Maybe I am, it's been hard not seeing him.
"Me? Crying no." I wiped my tears but my mom come in to hug me.
"Yes you are, come on tell me what's wrong?" She looks at me. I don't know why maybe I'm just being a child and I can't keep crying like this. I cried too much this week already. I didn't think I'd break down like this in front of my mom and Bert.
"Hey there Jade, what's going on?" Bert ask.
"Come, have a seat tell your mom everything. Whatever that's making you cry so much tell me. I'll fix it I'm your mother after all." My mom grabbed my hand and have me sit on the couch with her. She hold my hands and look into my eyes.
"Really?" I asked her. Maybe she'd understand if I told her I'm dating Drew right? Maybe?
"Yes, tell me whatever's bothering you?" She ask me.
"Can we order Chinese food tonight?" I try switching the subject but she looked at me weird.
". . . Uh yeah we can." She looked at Bert suspiciously.
"That was not all of it was it?" Bert asked me.
"Um yeah that was it." I lied.
"Come on, tell me. I'll listen whatever you have to tell me." She hold on to me again not letting me go. She seems to really want me to say something. I can't mention anything to her though.
I take my time a little thinking about this. If I told my mom everything right now it would screw up my whole plan I had planned with Drew. I just want to see him. I have this rage in me that tells me I should tell her because then maybe I'd be able to see Drew.
"Mom do you like all of our friends?" I asked her.
"Of course, I do."
"You wouldn't want anything bad happened to them?" I asked her.
"Of course not, Jade what is this about?"
"It's nothing, forget it." I tell her. She looks really confused right now. I should of probably shut up and not mentioned anything at all. I should talk to Lizzie about this instead. I'm still feeling sick.
