Chapter 6 - Sorry

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WE'RE in rooftop nang condo n'ya. Naglinis kaming dalawa dahil ayaw n'ya akong naglinis mag-isa. And this is my first day as his personal maid. He's so nice guy that every girl fall inlove.

"You really like the view that much.." I just smiled so widely habang nakatanaw sa buwan at bituin. It's already 7 pm, at parang ayaw ko pang umalis habang minamasdan ang kalangitan.

"I'm not like because I really love.." I corrected him sa kadahilanang ang gabi talaga ang nagpaparelax sa akin at karamay ko.

"Did you know that I had the own meaning of moon.." I added habang nakatanaw parin. He didn't say anything na parang nakikinig sa aking sasabihin.

"Is reflect my life so it's mean that's me. And the stars is my hope that's you and the people surrounding me. Also dark is my comfort and relax zone. So If the one of them gone I'll not able to still alive..." that's why I love night because they all appeared, the dark, stars and moon. The three of them is simbolo of my life.

"Paano kung umulan?" dinig kung intrigang tanong nito.

"It's mean that I was in pain. That's the time na umiiyak ako nang matindi na parang walang katapusan..." weather is feel me too. Talaga nararamdaman n'ya ako sa kahit anong aspekto. Iiyak ako at kasabay nang paghulaw nang ulan do'n rin ako tatahimik.

"Nangyayari talaga 'yun sayo.." dinig kung 'di makapaniwalang sabi nito. I know that God always with me anytime. S'ya ang karamay ko kahit sa pagdala n'ya nang ulan at kulob nararamdaman ko na dinadamayan n'ya ako sa lahat nang pagsubok na haharapin ko.

"Oo eh, that's sign God always with me.." I committed myself with him before when I was 10 years old. Lagi akong pumupunta sa linggo sa simbahan at nagsisimba sa kanya. Lagi rin akong nagbabasa nang bible books.

"Are you consider yourself as his son?" he asked at me kaya bumaling na'ko nang tingin sa kanya.

"T-teka, what did you mean by that?" takang balik kung tanong because the way he spoke those words is like he didn't committed himself.

"I don't believe in him.." he said with coldy tone.

Napakunot-noo noo ako sa kanyang sinagot. "But why? You should be, He's created you and all of this.." protesta ko. How could he spoke those words? Not believe in him?

"And he also a reason why people leave in this world dahil hinayaan n'ya 'yun.." I was shocked because what I heard at him.

"What are you trying to say?" I asked with curiosity tone even I have a hint what he wanted to say at me.

"I hate him.." those words hurting me so much. He hate my father, the one who create us.

"Then I hate you too..." nabigla s'ya sa aking tungon sa kanya.

"You hate my father so I hate you too. You don't have a right to hate him! You just his son but his your father too!" I yelled at him na mas lalong ikinabigla n'ya.

"You don't know kung anong hirap n'ya ginawa n'ya para sayo para sa atin. He gave his own life just for our sin, he suffered in pain just for us. You don't know at all! Wala kang karapatan na husgahan s'ya dahil wala kang alam!" I yelled angerly at him. I was feel pain inside my heart. He didn't say anything na parang walang masabi sa kanyang narinig

"If you don't accept my father so better If you stay away at me because I'm his son and he's my one truly father of all and Might God I believe..." I said with sadly tone. Even I love him too but I can sacrifice my own happiness to fight my father at him. If he can't accept my father and I'm not accept him too.

Tumalikod ako at napahinto nalang sa paghakbang nang magsalita s'ya. "You so loyal at him.." he said with no emotion that my heart pain so much.

"I'm not loyal because I'm faithful at him.." I corrected him.

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