IT'S BEEN one week nang mangyari ang program and we all both busy for our second semester. Halos wala na'kong oras para sa sarili ko. They treat me good now not unlike before. I felt disappointed because basihan pala nang mukha ang kailangan para maganda ang pakikisama nila sa akin. That's was so hurt to the point I must say the people is toxic now. But I didn't judgement them I just saying the truth. But Stella was treating me different unlike before.
"Stella.." tawag ko sa kanya at may hawak na notebook.
"What?" tanong nito. I feel irritation in her voice na 'di ko alam kung bakit. She treating me nothing now.
"Can I ask you?" I asked at her. I feel so much hurt inside my heart. She's my only bestfriend here and she's also important for me.
"You already asking." tungon n'ya sa tanong ko habang may sinusulat sa kanyang notebook.
"I'm just asking If you know where Kratos today because he's absence this week." nagaalala na'ko dahil matapos ang pagkikita namin sang saturday, wala na'kong balita pa sa kanya.
She stopped and face me. "Why are you asking me? You're his girlfriend right?" takang tanong nito.
I heavy signed, "Nagbabasakali lang ako kung may alam ka.." even his best friends absence this week. Naglaho nalang sila at 'di pa nagpaparamdam sa akin. Nagbabasakali lang ako kung may alam s'ya.
"Come on, even me I don't know where is he." inis na tungon nito at nagpatuloy sa pagsusulat.
I signed heavy at mahinang pinaba ang notebook na hawak ko.
"What If he cheating on you?" those words stopped my heart beats. I don't know but my heart was in pain when I heard those words from her.
Agad ko s'yang binalingan nang tingin. "What did you mean?" I asked.
She smiled so widely na 'di ko nagustuhan na makita sa kanyang labi. "Baka naman wala s'ya dahil nangaliwa. Ano sa palagay mo?" she asked back at me. I don't know why but I feel something weird to her.
I shook my head, "He never, ever do that." sigurong pahayag ko sa kanya. Malaki ang tiwala ko sa boyfriend ko kaya 'di n'ya kanyang gawin 'yun sa akin. He would never do that.
"How could you sure?" nakangising tanong nito muli. She smiled so weird na mas lalo ikinataka ko sa kanya.
"Ano ba talaga ang gusto n'yong sabihin?" naiinis ko nang tanong pabalik. I feel irritation sa mga tanong n'ya.
Mahina s'yang tumawa, "Nothing, baka kasi nakahanap na s'ya nang mas bagay sa kanya.." nakaramdam ako nang inis at galit sa sinabi n'ya.
'Di ko nalang s'ya pinansin at mariin na pumikit. I hate this feeling but could I blame myself? Kung parang sinasabi n'yang 'di ako nararapat kay Kratos.
She's change a lot like I don't know her as a Stella Monteverde that I knew. Nakakalungkot at nakakasakit isipin subalit nagbago s'ya nang 'di ko alam ang kadahilanan.
"Are you ok?" napamulat ako at bumaling sa kana ko kung nasaan si Liam.
I smiled, "Oo naman.." even I'm not.
Seryoso n'ya akong tiningnan kaya bumuntong hinga ako. "I'm not.." pag-amin ko. Talagang alam n'ya kung maayos at hindi ako. Thanks you for him, he's always there when I need.
"Kahit anong magyari, panatilihin mo ang magiging ikaw.." here we go again. He's so weird to give me words that I don't know behind those words like he wanted to say something. Ba't 'di nalang n'ya sabihin nang diretso?
"Liam, just straight the point.." saad ko sa kanya.
He smiled, "Life is not straight, there's many way to reach the top," mas lalo akong naguluhan sa kanyang sinabi. "And beside there's no way to be straight If you're here.." he added. Halos magsalubong ang kilay ko sa kanyang mga sinabi.
Napahawak ako sa aking sentido. "Sumasakit ulo ko sayo.." stress kung tugon. Nakakasakit sa ulo kung 'di mo talaga makuha ang pinupunto n'ya.
Tumawa s'ya nang mahina, "Malalaman mo lang ang lahat nang sinabi ko sa huli." makahulungang sabi naman nito.
Pasalamat ako at mahaba ang pasensya ko kay kung hindi, baka kanina ko pa s'ya sinakal.
"Now I know.." sumalubong naman ang kilay ko sa binulong n'ya na nadinig ko naman.
"My goshhh!" nabigla ako nang tumili ang kaliwang katabi ko kaya napatingin sa kaniya ang lahat.
"Teka, ba't tumitili ka?" nagtatakang tanong ko dito. She was so blushing at kumikinang ang mata sa saya.
Masayang bumaling s'ya nang tingin sa akin. "Oh, I forget to tell you.." mas lalo akong naguluhan sa kanyang sinabi.
"I have a boyfriend.." my eyes widened. May boyfriend pala s'ya.
"We almost 2 years for now.." she added again na ikinagulat ko.
"Who?" takang tanong ko. She never mention her boyfriend since then. And I don't know namay boyfriend pala s'ya.
She smiled so widely. "He like Kratos, that smart, talented, rich and hot handsome guy.." I don't know subalit may namumuong pagkalito at hinala sa isip ko. Why she compared Kratos and his boyfriend? Is really weird.
"Do I know him?" tanong ko nalang at binaliwala ang namumuong kutob sa aking dibdib. I feel hurt and I don't know why exactly?
"Of course!" tiling sagot nito at kalaunan ay napatakip nang bibig na pawang may maling nasabi.
"Opsss, I mean you don't know him.." she fake smiled na halatang may tinatago. I hate being so observing person.
"Bye, my boyfriend waiting me!" mabilis n'yang paalam at niligpit ang mga gamit tsaka umalis.
Napahawak ako sa aking dibdib, mas lalo akong naguluhan na makaramdam nang sakit na 'di ko mawari kung bakit. I hate this feelings but I don't know what to think. Parang sasabog ang utak ko sa mga naiisip na pahayag at salita sa loob.
I heavy signed. 'You're overthinking.' I said in my mind.
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言情She's angel that can't help people amazed his kindness, and strong enough but she met a guy na nagpatibok ng puso n'ya subalit nalaman that's all planned to make her fall in love and hurt her in the end.
