𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗹𝘆 ; 𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑠ℎ𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠

- gone with you

tw - su*cide

"come on anna. time to get the fuck out of bed" eva said as she walked into my room and tried pulling my comforter off of me

i snatched it back and groaned

"no" i replied and closed my eyes again and started going back to sleep

"anna, you havent been out of this room in 2 weeks now. and why? huh? because y/n left?"

"she didnt leave.." i mumbled and sat up then i looked down

"then where is she? just say she left, it's not that hard" she said and rolled her eyes

"she didnt leave! she fucking killed herself, okay! now leave me the fuck alone, god damn!" i yelled at her as tears started falling down my cheeks and i got out of bed and pushed her out the room

"w-wait an-" she started getting out but i slammed the door and locked it

"anna i didnt know! im sorry..." she said but i ignored her

i grabbed my phone and played some music as i grabbed one of y/ns hoodies

i put it on and started wiping my tears away

im nothing without her...

shes everything to me...

i want her back...

i stood up and slipped shoes on and opened my window. i climbed out and started walking

i should've been there for her.

it's my fault..

i wasnt there for her.

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i sat on a bridge, looking down at the rocks and water

i should do it.

i stood up and wiped my tears away and looked down again

i took a step towards it and closed my eyes feeling the wind blow through my hair

i took the step.

and then i started falling.

im sorry y/n...

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hi, i just wanted to say that suicide is never the way out of anything. it's a temporary solution to a temporary problem. everything will get better, just give it time
im always here for you if you need someone

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