To anyone who might be reading this:
This isn't a story or any other writing piece related to any character or a person other than me, but a diary-kind of personal letters written for my future self to read. Most of the contents here are private but...
words, when you need them, are when they fail you the most. i don't have anything much to say. worse things just happened at the wrong point of my life, at the very very wrong time. told myself i should care less about kpop this year, that i should focus on what's going on around me and just stop supporting so many groups. tried to forget but i always come back to it. i dunno, i guess i'm just too lonely and too depressed to stop. they always keep my nightmares at bay. especially got7. got7 who shine over my life and kick the darkness away. how many years was it? i started knowing them in 2017. summer in may. or was it months before that when my sister keeps playing their music and videos in her phone, and i keep hearing it? didn't know i would stan them. didn't know i would stay 'till this year. didn't know i'd see them go. i've always been there for them for the past 4 years. laughed with them. cried with them. celebrated victories with them. the ride was awesome. i got to see their downsides. saw them fell, saw them rise. heard their music. got inspired. got motivated. a lot of times. it's a normal day here today, but so many things happened already. they'd be gone tomorrow, go on separate ways. but then, i'm still going to be here. wherever life takes them, wherever life takes me, i hope it's a better place.
this is my third heartbreak as a kpop fan for the past 4 years (my 1st was Woojin which was crap, and my 2nd was after knowing jungwoo smokes which was also crap bc i still love him) but this is probably the hardest one. don't know how to get over it. don't know IF i will get over it. never been to their concert yet. never bought an album. never had a lightstick. what i had, or what i only had, are pictures of mark i printed on cheap photopaper two years ago. but i was happy. so happy. had to thank them for all the memories. a week from now would have been their 7th anniversary. not expecting anything but hoping they would be together again, even if just for that one day.
but then, i had to say goodbye now. it's been a great ride with them. hoping that wherever they will be in the future, they would live a life as great and as amazing as they had as GOT7, with us by their sides. always have and always will be grateful. bye.
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Last Award as GOT7
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Last Red Carpet, Last Schedule
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We're still going to shine our lights for you, our one and only home. 7 or never, 7 or nothing.
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