Always You

14

WARNING!! WARNING!!

Mature content ahead!

Hindi ako makagalaw. I was shocked when his lips touched mine. His lips are moving now, wanting to enter inside my mouth. I tried to push him but his arms are so strong. I can smell his intoxicating perfume, along with the alcohol scent. And when he snaked his hands at the hem of my cropped shirt, touching my back, I gasped. This made him fully enter and devour my mouth.

Ang daming pumapasok na tanong sa isipan ko ngayon. Tama ba ito? But I think this is wrong! He just can't kiss me like that easily? He didn't even asked permission first. But this kiss is so overwhelming yet destructive.

Halos lamunin na niya ang bibig ko sa lalim ng mga halik niya. Nahihirapan din akong huminga. Hindi ko masabayan ang galaw ng labi niya sa labi ko.

I can feel that his one hand is holding my nape while the other hand is caressing my legs. He gently tugged my lips with his teeth, and licked my jawline. His tongue tracing my jawline made me moan. The way he's doing is making me feel hot.

Hindi ako makahinga ng mabuti, but I like the feeling---this feeling of surrendering everything you have. Humupa na ang galit ko sa kanya and I can slowly feel this burning sensation inside. A desire---desire to touch and savor this moment. Then my mind instantly telling me to mimic what he's been doing to me, and responding hungrily to his kisses. His tongue inside my mouth is exploring every part of it. I also tugged his lips with my teeth, and this made him growl.

This feeling maybe new to me, pero bakit alam ng katawan ko ang dapat gawin? Bakit alam ng mga kamay ko kung saan ito hahaplos? Every thrust of his tongue in my mouth makes me want for more.

I just got disappointed when his lips left mine. Is he going to stop kissing me? Does he like the way I kissed back? Maybe he got disappointed kasi I don't know how to kiss. I slowly opened my eyes and I can see him staring at me, but with passion.

"You're mine Andi." His voice came out like a whisper.

Hearing those words made my heart flutter. I looked at his eyes, those eyes can penetrate deep in my soul. Then I looked at his mouth, and how I want to taste it again. I just couldn't think straight.

I just answered him with a nod. He touched my chin and again, our lips met. And this time it was more intense than those we shared a few minutes ago. I snaked my arms around his neck. Medyo nahihirapan ako ngayon dahil sa posisyon namin, but Zeke was determined not to leave my lips.

I can slowly feel this aching core that I want to release, as Zeke is now touching my tiny waist. I deepened my responses to his kisses, which made him want more. We paused for awhile, as we are running out of breath because of this fiercely kiss. I can smell his sweat scent mixed with alcohol and perfume, and it made me ached for more.

He kissed my forehead and smelled my neck.

"You're so beautiful."

He looked at me, and I thought he's going to kiss me again.

"Be my girlfriend", he said in a raspy voice. And it was more of a command rather than a request.

All I did was nod and once again, we continued our passionate kiss. I don't want this to end, the way he kisses me sends butterflies in my stomach. I could hear my racing heartbeat. I'm afraid from being caught up but I'm loving this thrill of excitement. I cannot think properly right now, since my mind is being occupied by his rough kisses and sensual touch.

I didn't know how Zeke expertly move swiftly away from his car seat. I just suddenly realize that he's now on top of me, that my seat is already inclined and my body is in between his big and long legs. He then left my lips and went down to the side of my neck, giving me tickles that made me moan.

I can hear him cussing, as his lips touched my chest. Even if my eyes are closed, I can see in my mind how his lustful eyes laid at me as he slowly put his hands under my cropped shirt, touching the lace of my brassiere.

I can feel something hard pressing on my stomach and this increased the burning desire in my body, and I can feel that I am wet down there. I thought that would be uncomfortable, but the wetness adds up to my desire of not wanting to end this.

Something popped up in my mind, reminding me that this is all wrong. But it became blurry when Zeke cupped my breasts with his hands.

"Oh Zeke!"

Those words that came out from my mouth made him moved his hands around my breast. It made me gasped and moan again.

The way he cussed and moan at the same time is music to my ears.

"F---k, Andi. Tell me to stop."

His shaky baritone voice seems like a beg. His words made me come back to my senses. I opened my eyes to see him. His face looked like he's in agony, but I can see how lustful his eyes are. He's been catching his breath, like he'd been through a marathon.

"Tell me to stop and I'll stop."

I don't want him to stop, not yet. I want to fulfill this desire that I'm aching for.

"Zeke." That's all I can say.

He kissed my forehead and gave me another long and passionate kiss.

"I am willing to wait Andi, until you're of legal age."

As soon as I heard him say that, shame and guilt took over me as I realized I was too fragile in controlling myself, but I feel elated knowing that he respects me and is willing to wait. He slowly went back to his seat and I composed myself, trying to tidy up my shirt and hair.

The things that went blurry the moment we kissed is now clear to me. I almost gave in! I shouldn't have responded to his kisses in the first place. I was so twiggy. I let my emotions control over my mind. I didn't say anything, I was too ashamed to open my mouth.

"I want you to know that what happened here is very precious to me. And I'm not sorry that this happened", he said while looking at me.

"Right from the start I know I want you, and I will do everything to make you mine. But I have to wait."

He paused for awhile.

"Your dad's going to kill me for touching you."

I protested by shaking my head. "He can't do that. I will not let him."

I know that dad would be surprised about us. But I'm pretty sure he will not get mad. They get along really well with each other, and Zeke is a good man.

Zeke chuckled a bit. He placed his right hand over my left thigh, grabbed my hand and kissed it. Then he starts the engine and went back to the road where it leads to my house.

"You know that you're my girlfriend already, right?", he reminded me.

I nod and smiled at him. I was too shy to say yes, although deep inside me, it's the other way around.

"I have to go, Zeke", I said when he parked his car outside my house.

And I was about to open the car door when Zeke stopped me. He pulled me closer to him and gave me another kiss.

"I can't get enough of you Andi", he whispered as he moved his lips away from me.