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SENIOR YEAR

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SENIOR YEAR. The final year to be a reckless teenager before you have to take responsibility. The final year of attending Worthington Preparatory before college. It's a scary thought that we only have 12 months left to hold onto our childhood. 12 months left with our family and friends. 12 months left to the live our lives to the fullest while we still can.

We've spent the past 18 years of our lives with people we've known since we were born. Whether we love them. Don't know them. Or hate them.

These are the exact words I said on the morning of my last first day at Worthington Preparatory. Oh, how the times have changed since then.

Instead of having 12 months left, we now only have one last day of normalcy with all of our loved ones. Instead of not knowing and judging the people around me, I've grown to know my peers and even became friends with Vanessa and Hadley who I used to both judge and hate.

Speaking of hate, I used to despise Sebastian Kingsley with my whole cold hearted devious heart. I used to hate the fact that I grew up with him and that he was in my friend group. I used to hate the way he acted. I used to hate the way he'd treat girls like toys. I used to hate everything about him. Until the night when he asked me to be his fake girlfriend.

Still to this day, I have no idea why I agreed to his deal or how it would benefit me in anyway. He claimed that it would be a sort of revenge on Jackson for what he did to me, to make him see what he lost. At the time, that's all I cared about. But now...but now. All I seem to care about is the man who took over my life, Sebastian Kingsley.

Somehow, he managed to break down every icicle lingering on my heart. He managed to break down my invisible forcefield that keeps my guard way up. He managed to fix my heart in ways that I couldn't even imagine were possible. He made me feel like me again. I have no idea how he did it, but I will be forever grateful.

I have no words to describe how much I love this man. He's changed me in so many ways and I love him for that. I am no longer the girl that everyone immediately associates me with the term bitch, I am so much more than that now. I mean, I definitely release my inner bitch when I stand up for what I believe in, but other than that I'm just a regular girl now. Well, with an insane amount of money.

Sebastian and I decided to travel to Australia first. We're going to travel to all of the main tourist attractions, beginning with the Great Barrier Reef. I am so unbelievably excited to swim around the worlds most beautiful reef. Seeing all of the colours underwater, different animals that I've never seen before. I just hope that I don't get eaten by a fucking shark.

Sebastian is most excited to go to Britain. We're going to be stopping off at all of the famous British landmarks. I think he's most excited to see his old friend Everett. He told me that he was the one who talked some sense into him about coming back to New York. If I could, I would hug him.

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