Okay, so I have no idea how to make a slideshow, so I'm gonna upload a picture every epi, same goes for my other story, m'kay?
Yo-yo's, Bangles, Vinyls, and Muscle Cars,
Kenz :)
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As soon as I regained my composure I heard what he had said.
"You don't know me, so don't insult me. Jerk!" I huffed angrily. Leo chuckled. "What the fuck is your problem? I yell at you and you laugh! The hell!?!?!?!"
He looked down at the hand outstretched toward me, "Don't leave me hanging...." He was obviously asking for my name. "I don't give my name to asses!" I said indignantly.
"I like you, you have balls. Well, for a girl."
"What's that supposed to mean! Sexist douche! Rainbow pirate! Paint huffer! I should feed you to my pet wolf!" I yelled angrily. He looked at me for a second before asking, "You have a wolf?"
"Do you have no shame? Answer that and you'll get your answer! Okay, bucko!" I started to walk away from him, but he grabbed my forearm, pulling me back, "Is that a yes or a no?"
I nodded my head, "As a matter of fact I do have a wolf. But she is currently owned by one of my besties who moved away, Jillian. (A/N XD) Now, fuck off!"
I ripped my arm from his and peeled off my clothes.
"Wow, I know I'm hot, but no need to strip for me on a beach!"
I sent daggers his way and then ran to the water in my bikini. I really needed to relax. I looked up from my floating in the water several minutes later, and saw no sign of this "Leo" Guy.
I ran out of the water eagerly, it was fucking freezing. I wrapped a towel around me, and the weight of my situation seemed to creep into my mind. I felt like crying, throwing a tantrum, destroying the world. I whipped out my Ipod and played an old song I fell in love with.
Welcome to my life - Simple Plan
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
I put the song on replay and sung it over and over and over. Everything in this song rang true. It might as well have been written by me.
When I was done with my singing, which during the 3rd replay I began sobbing, I wiped my eyes and sniffled. I hadn't cried in what seemed like forever. I mean it, it was years ago. I needed a good cry, I realized. I packed up my beach blanket and sand toys, unused today, and started towards my car. I had put my clothes back on and had a pair of flip-flops on.
I ran to my car, still with tears on my face, and drove home as fast as my car could go.
I ran inside, ran to my bed, and collapsed, sobbing. My mind was a wreck, but one thought just kept coming back, "I wish I could just keep running."
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Kas' shell cracked a bit in this one. Okay, more than a bit. What do you guys think caused it and what is her situation? Find out by reeeading my ah-maze-ing story. Repeatedly!
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FanfictionKas Stone has a cold hard bitch attitude, but for a good reason. Her parents are dead, and she's only 17. Her twin, Danny is Mr. Popular and an overprotective manwhore of a brother. She has no other family, that she is aware of, yet, and she lives i...
