Concealer- A Harry Styles Fanfic.

Concealer: Chapter 11.

Hey wattpaderinos! Here is zeh new chapter.

Enjoy!

And omg I need to gossip at the end authors note. xD

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Tears blurred my vision. I ran. I ran aimlessly for as long as I could. Tears were streaming down my face throughout the run. I collapsed in a heap in a deserted park. I sobbed and sobbed until there was no more salty liquid in my eyes.

How could I have been so stupid?

How could I have actually believed he wanted me?

How could I have been so S.T.U.P.I.D?!

I fumbled through the oversized pockets of my navy blue hoodie.

I found my fuzzy black earphones.

Alex Gaskarth's voice filled my ears.

Thanks to you

Thanks to you I'm moving on

Chasing out my skeletons and the troubles they have caused

And all thanks to you

I'm turning over the pages in this

Book of revelations about self-medication

But there's this ringing in my head

(Who said it was gonna be easy)

As the ghost of you hangs over my bed

Thanks to you

I'm not myself, I'm all strung out

That much is clear

And I'll spend my whole life-time

With your life-line wrapped around my throat

Thanks to you

All thanks to you

Thanks to you I've lost my touch

I struggle to find the sense

In making sense and giving a semblance of a fuck

And thanks to you for all the nightmares

There's not a night that I sleep quiet and complacent

Without my medication

'Cause there's this ringing in my head

(Who said it was gonna be easy)

As the ghost of you hangs over my bed

Thanks to you

I'm not myself, I'm all strung out

That much is clear

And I'll spend my whole life-time

With your life-line wrapped around my throat

Thanks to you

All thanks to you

But there's this ringing in my head

(Who said it was gonna be easy)

As the ghost of you hangs over my bed

Thanks to you

I'm not myself, I'm all strung out

That much is clear

And I'll spend my whole life-time

With your life-line wrapped around my throat

Thanks to you

Thanks to you