Authentic Love

Chapter 33

Deanna

Nakatitig lang ito sa akin at nagtitigan lang kami pero nagsalita ako.

"Since the first day i saw you in our house. Theres the feeling na naamaze ako sayo. While we are at our house little by little i fall in love with you. And the day i come with you in your house the more i fall deeply with you and i know to myself that i already love you. Eventhough i love you, i avoided you and distance to you because you have already Dean and i never thought he would hurt you. I wish i never hide my feelings for you maybe this would not be happened. I love you in silence while you are loving Dean. I regret for that, i should have told you earlier. But now, i want to tell you, I love you. I love you Jema." i said seriously

I slowly close my face to her face.

I reached her lips.

I kiss her passionately for the first time.

I want her to feel that i'm sincere with my feelings.

But...

She slapped me that makes me shocked.

"Sorry." i said

Maybe it's to early to do that. And she's still in pain. I'm so stupid to do that i'm not thinking.

"I will wait for you until you are ready again to love. But i'm always here for you and always remember that i love you." that's the words i said to her before i left her

I went to my unit and got drunk again. It's all Dean's fault i'll never forgive him of what he did to Jema.

I slept again drunk.

I woke up because of headache so i stood up and went to the kitchen and prepare for a coffee.

Urghhh! I remember Jema when we got coffee together to her coffee shop.

I was thinking if she's already wake up now and what she is doing.

So i finish my coffee and take a bath. After taking a bath i put my clothes and wear a jacket.

I went out to my room and go to Jema's unit. I knocked her door but nobody opens the door and it was locked.

Maybe she's still sleeping. I will wait here until she got awake. I wait for 1 hour and knock again but still nobody opens the door, still sleeping huh. I wait more for 2 hours and knock again but still the same. It's already 10:30 am.

I decided to call Mafe and thanks G! She answered it.

On the phone.

"Hello Mafe! Is Jema there?" i asked

"Oo ate nasa kwarto niya ayaw paistorbo." Mafe said

"Okay. Thanks." i said and ended the call

I went to my car and drove to Jema's house.

Their gate is open so i come in. I saw Jema's parents and Mafe at their living room. Mafe saw me.

"Ate Deanna!" shouted Mafe

Tita Fe and Tito Jessie look at me. Tita Fe walk towards me.

"Anong ginagawa mo rito?!" Tita Fe said