My boyfriend from the FUTURE

Chapter 29

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“Give us what we need, dude.”

 

“You know it will never happen.”

 

“Really? Then we have no choice but to-” he used his power to throw him. He grabbed his collar.

 

“I’m warning you. Don’t touch her. Or you’re dead.”

 

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I did not plan everything. I did not settle for less. I did not plan to let him go. I did not plan to set him free either.

It’s just that..

Your heart gets tired..

Every heart gets tired. Am I right?

He’s the perfect man. He’s perfect for me. But he’s not the right. So yes, I planned to give the RIGHT man a chance.

Flashback..

 

 

It’s been a week since that day.. that most disgusting day. Hindi ko na alam kung ilang almusal, tanghalian at hapunan ang tinanggihan ko. Hindi ko na nga nakikitang sumisikat ang araw. Ilang araw na ring walang charge ang phone ko. Nandito lang ako sa madilim kong kwarto. Paano ako lalabas at haharap sa kanila? Ayokong makita nila akong mahina. Ayokong kaawaan nila ako dahil nagging mahina ang nang iwan ako ni Jake.

Bagong taon na bukas. Pero paano ako magsisimula ulit? Never pa akong nakaranas magmahal. Hindi ko nga alam na ganito pala ang pakiramdam nun. Na ganitong saya pala kapag magkasama kayo. Pero sana natuto muna ako dati.. para naman napaghandaan kong ganito pala kasakit ang masaktan.

Jake.. bakit ka umalis? Bakit mo ako iniwan? Am I not enough? What ever reason you have, it’s unfair. You left me hanging. Pinagmukha mo akong tanga. Feeling ko isa lang akong basura.

Someone knocked on my door. I know it’s my mom. Naaawa na ako sa kaniya. Pati siya nadadamay sa desisyon kong to. Ilang araw ko na siyang binabalewala. Im sorry mommy, I’m just.. sigh.. I’m just really in pain right now.

“Anak, Pauline. Lumabas ka na diyan. Nandito si Jin.”

Jin.. even though I know he could sneak inside my room anytime, he’s still not doing it. Such a gentleman. He knows how to wait.