Harry Styles Imagines

(47) - always her

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Olivia shut the door of the car angrily.

Salty tears leaving a wet trail down both of her cheeks.

The bag she tightly held in between her fingers, was thrown away as angrily as the tears left her eyes.
Her cries got louder and her sobbing became more ugly.

"Why is it always me?", Olivia cried and her phone started ringing.
"No, Harry.", she whispered and looked at herself through the mirror the car had, fixed her hair and took her phone out of the bag.

Harry decided to Skype at such a great moment.

"Hello!", Harry's happy face appeared clear on Olivia's phone; his smile brighter than the sun outside and his eyes sparkled more than any emerald ever could.
As Olivia's face became clearer on his screen, the smile he had painted on his lips faded and the sight made Olivia cry more.

"Olivia, baby...", he whispered sadly at the sight.
Olivia shook her head.
"Alright, calm down. J-Just stop crying and don't stop breathing.", the woman nodded at his worried words.

"What happened, love?"
"I-I was a-at the d-dermatologist. T-The appointment I-I t-told you a-about.", Olivia told him and the worried frog nodded confusingly.
"S-She t-told me about the cream t-that I-I should u-use..."

"Baby, I don't underst-", Olivia stopped him from talking with her hand.
"The appointment came to an e-end and as I-I was about to leave, s-she told me that s-she was in contact with a dietician... And she recommended it to m-me...", Olivia started sobbing once again and Harry's whole world collapsed.

"Oh baby..."
"I'm so stupid. I-I shouldn't be paying attention to that... I know I'm fat, you can't deny it... But the truth h-hurts, Harry... So much...", salty, clear tears started forming in Harry's eyes at the sight of the love of his life lost.

So often they talked about their situation.
So often, Harry convinced her that she was perfect and that out of all people he chose her.
Olivia couldn't accept the situation and so often she let herself starve until Harry forced her to eat something for him.

The hard period passed and everything seemed to be forgotten, and Harry hearing what happened at the dermatologist, literally exploded.

"B-Baby, I'll be t-there in five minutes. Don't move or do anything stupid.", the couple knew what he was talking about. So well.

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Olivia during the five minutes, Harry decided to give himself, changed her seat and moved on the one next to the driver's.

The door opened, causing Olivia to open her eyes.
Harry entered and shut the door faster than when he opened it.

"Olivia...", they somehow managed to hug.
"I'm sorry...", Olivia continued whisper.
"It's gonna be okay...", Harry repeated.

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Author's Point Of View:

Everything had to be okay.
Everything went alright, because when you have the love of your life with you, it all seems easier.
The pain is distributed, along with the happiness you feel.

To all the people who make fun of the ones who have more meat than the other, or the ones who give ridiculous advices, shut up. Nobody needs you.
Look at yourself in the mirror and then tell me why you feel the need to make fun of someone.

Remember, they're not satisfied with themselves, that's why they bother you.
Remember that you are enough, and nobody has to feel the need to correct the opinion you have of yourself.

I also had so many problems with these assholes in the past.
Came home crying, believing that I was a waste of space and then I'd self harm, because I thought that I deserved the world's pain.
Now, all I do is ignore. If you think that I'm fat, think so.

I have thick thighs who can keep me warm at night.
I have big boobs, that can ache sometimes, but you know what, I love them.

I love everything that I am and my body for what it is.

If you want to hate me, do so!
I have other things that keep my mind occupied.

With this, today's chapter is done.
Love yourself, because you never know when your end will be.
Love yourself.

I believe in you.
belle. xx

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Written the 18th, the 19th and the 21st of September 2018.
Published the 21st of September 2018.