There is such an unsettling feeling you have knowing you will forever be alone.
So many days spent with people you will never see again.
You spend your days memorizing names to go with faces and yet I'm no one.
Everyone has their group.
I thought I had my group but once again I got replaced.
Am I not good enough for anyone?
Everything feels like an empty compliment.
No one really wants to know me.
I might as well be invisible or not even here at all.
Everything comes so easily to other people. Fuck me. I hate my life.
I don't want to be around people who don't give a shit about me.
Words mean nothing when they come out of my mouth.
How can i be so "wonderful" when I never come first or even second.
Life's not fair but then again when was life ever fair.
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Thoughts and Constellations
PoetryA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...