I completely ruined it between us, but there wasn't even an us to begin with.
Why?! I can't even say three freaking words!! I. Like. You. That's it.
Now it's over. I know it. That was a perfect moment but I ruined because I got scared.
What am I going to do? Is there anything I can do? He can't like me.
He couldn't have said that. He always seems normal around me. I'm just awkward and weird.
But my gosh....his eyes. I just can't get them out of my mind. How big they were and how they looked of the richest chocolate brown. It was like chocolate melting and I was falling for him. So hard.
It was one of those moments you can never forget. And I guess I'll never have again. I can't believe I ruined it.
I ruin everything.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts and Constellations
PoetryA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
