I have so many ideas bottled up inside my head. I have so many thoughts that I leave unspoken.
What do I have to lose? The friends that I don't have? The family that thinks I am wasting my life?
Maybe that's true. Perhaps I am wasting my life watching youtube videos.
So what? It makes me happy. Maybe it's pointless knowing I probably will never know them. But I don't care.
They care about me without even knowing me and that's all I could ask for.
There are so many people that I try to please, for what?
Attention? Acceptance? BS.
If I am happy with myself, what does it matter that I didn't win the sticker or win bowling. I'm happy.
I have so many ideas for myself because in the end, at the end of my life, I want to know that I've helped someone, even if it's only one person.
That will be enough.
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Thoughts and Constellations
PoetryA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
