I can not put to words how I feel.
That was awful. It felt like there was a heavy weight on my chest the entire time.
It was hot and sweaty and humid. I couldn't breathe.
I almost started crying.
I couldn't handle it. It was too much and no one could do anything about it.
It stresses me out. I can't. I was shaking.
I was afraid to be around so many people. It's like all I could see was fear. I was terrified.
It was almost as if there was a sense of danger in the air. Others could feel it too.
I started out angry but then I got sad and then scared and anxious and I suddenly couldn't breathe. I was so scared.
How- why would you do that? My entire outlook on school dances has changed.
Why did that happen? Why didn't anyone stop?
I can't get it out of my brain. It's stuck. It keeps replaying like a boomerang on Instagram.
It shook me to my very core. I jumped when they touched me.
All they were doing was looking for me and they grabbed me and it was just Cora and Nora.
I was shaking. I was scared. They were everywhere. Talking. Going on like this was normal. It wasn't.
It was monstrous. I hated it.
But he left. It's nice to know that he's one of the good guys and although he doesn't like me and I don't like him anymore.
I would love to get to know him better. Because he did the right thing and got out of there. Fast.
All I know now is that there is no way in hell that I'm going to another dance and that I have some really awesome friends.
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Thoughts and Constellations
PoetryA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
