How could I be so stupid to think that you'd like me?
Piper was right you probably are a fuckboy.
Why does this always happen to me?
It's so easy for me to put on a smile and fake a laugh but I'm breaking inside.
Why can't I have that one person to vent to? I just need to know why guys don't like me? Am I invisible? I'm just fugly, aren't i?
Why me? Why him? Why now?
I need to know but what if I ruined everything? What does it matter though because I ruin everything anyways.
I want to cry thinking about it. He's stuck in my mind and I'm sick of it.
He just does something to me. It makes my heart go crazy.
The butterflies in my stomach come to life like an inactive volcano after many years of being broken and covered up.
It is quite clear that he doesn't like me yet I can't get him out of my head and it seems like I've lost all control of my heart.
It pounds for him and breaks because of him. I just don't know where to go from here.
Why me? Why him?
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Thoughts and Constellations
PoetryA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
