It was nothing when I went to sleep crying.
It was nothing when hid in my room.
It was nothing when I went to bed screaming, wishing if only you knew.
It was nothing when there were scars on my body from the times i was to weak to fight.
It was nothing when they told me I was worthless and I believed that they were right.
You may see me as the quiet, shy girl in the back.
When I'm screaming for help left and right.
I can't blame you for not seeing that the light was never bright.
I can't blame you for the fact that I was drowning.
Year built up with tears hiding all my shame.
All this time I knew that only I was the one you could blame.
All you could see was my fake smile.
When really I was in denial.
See I've been fine for a while now.
So you can go back to normal day.
I'll sit here and wonder why I never was okay.
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Thoughts and Constellations
PoetryA year full of ups and downs, written down to make someone, somewhere feel something. This is my personal journal published for the world to see. All my thoughts and feelings for a year. It has no plot. It has no ending. It just ends. Good luck tryi...
