Help me (a danisnotonfire fan fic) (**DISCONTINUED**)

Chapter 10

I woke up at 5:30. I didn't have to. I'm safe now. But I still did. I decided I'de fall asleep until it was normaler hours.

When I woke up it was proper morning. I went to the shower. I don't think anyone was up yet though. I went into the shower. One thing I never did in the shower, because I was scared of my dad, was sing. Never ever. Why not start. I could sing somewhat quietly. Toxic. Yes. I actually quite like Brittany Spears. I sang through and got into the chorus "With the taste of your lips I'm on a ride! your toxic guns slipping under." Then someone continued "with the taste of a poison paradise! I'm addicted to you, don't you know whatcha do! dontcha know that your toxic!" I heard them laugh. I froze. "Intoxicate me now, with your loving now, I think I'm ready now," I sang back

"Intoxicate me now, with your loving now, I think I'm read now" they shit back. They laughed and I started laughing too. It was Dan. I but my lip considering that was pretty embarrassing. I got out of the shower and got ready I took my makeup bag and decided that I could do it in the sofa room. I blow dried and straightened my hair with Dans straightener. I laughed remembering that Phil told me I could use it, but I probably would still not use it as much as Dan does. I continued laughing and biting my lip to stop. I grabbed my stuff and walked out. "All yours" I smiled to dan. "Thanks" he grinned walking into the bathroom. I went to my room and looked in my phone camera as a mirror. Then I noticed a mirror in Dans room. I'm sure he wouldn't mind. I'm just doing eyeliner and lip tint. I did my signature makeup but I did cat winged eye liner. I walked out the room and walked back to mine to put my bracelets on. I walked in and my bracelets weren't where I out them. I looked round the room and through my things. Oh I must have left them in the bathroom. I walk to go see if Dan is out. I don't here anything. I knocked and got no answer. Good so I'm not intruding on anyone. I open the door to grab my bracelets when this happens. "Oh god no no ! occupied!" Dan yelled

"Oh god I'm so sorry!" I covered my eyes. I had walked in literally just as he was ABOUT to put on the towel. He quickly covered up. "Sorry sorry sorry! I didn't get any answer er umm I'm gonna... um sorry!" I rushed out of the room and ran into Phil. "Oh sorry Jesus" I am just screwing up everything today aren't I? "no it's fine.... Did you just run out the bathroom?" he asked. He obviously knew Dan was in there. i nodded and bit my lip, looking away. "Oh..... OHhhhh.... oh I bet that was... weird." He said, connecting the dots. "Yeah... it was a bit more than weird..." I looked down at my wrist. Shit. I moved them behind my back quickly. I hadn't gotten my bracelets in all the... chaos. "What was that massive cut on you wrist?"

Shit. He saw.

"Oh n-nothing I gotta... umm, I'll be out my room s-soon. Uhh.... sorry...bye." I said quickly and rushed passed him. I walked into my room and kinda just sat. Then i heard a knock on the door and it opened a crack, enough to see a hand holding out bracelets. Then Dan peered his head through and followed in. "...Hi..." he said in a high voice. I looked up from him and bit my lip. "I think you were looking for these?" he came in and handed the bracelets to me. "thanks..." I said, grabbing the bracelets and not making eye contact. "Sorry about that. I didn't hear anyone answer me so I figured..." I looked down and bit my lip. "It's fine don't worry about. my bad for not answering loud enough." I could feel how much I was blushing. "I didn't see much..." fucking shit why did I say that. he laughed. "That could mean one of two things. " And he continued to chuckle. I giggled. "You know what I mean. " I tilted my head up to him and smiled. I realized I didn't put my bracelets on so I quickly did so. "You don't have to hide them, you know. We won't hurt you." he said. I was surprised. How did he know I was hiding them out of fear? was I really that obvious? and why would anybody want to see these sins and ugly things when I'm willingly covering them up? I just bit my lip. I had no answer to that. Only more questions. "I'm being serious. It's fine. They would probably heal faster if they were more exposed." he had a point. "Is it that obvious I was hiding them out of fear?" I asked. he nodded. "Don't be embarrassed either. You made mistakes. That's fine. We all do. Yours are just carved in your skin." I looked away at his words. "Just promise me one thing." He tilted my head up and knelt down to my eyes. I looked at him. "Anything." why did I do that. I can promise him anything. "Don't harm yourself, because I have made an agreement with my self that I will hurt whoever tries to harm yourself, and it would be a bit redundant if your that person." He smiled then lifted my head to his and pressed his lips on mine. I kissed back willingly. Then he pulled away. I smiled at him widely. "Your safe with me." He pressed his forehead against mine and looked into my eyes.