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When We First Met [ Yoongi ]

This would probably something long, but, i'm guessing you have the time to listen because you pressed the recorder's on button.

Well as a start, hey, i'm Y/N.

And yes, this is a recording. I honenstly don't know what's gotten into me, but,  hey, just listen to my story.

When we first met, I never really thought you'd end up being so special. to me. You used to be nothing else, but, a guy in the same class. You used to be nobody but the guy who swept girls off of their feet without even doing anything.

You were just you & I was just me.

Until the night, you told my bestfriend how you much you thought you liked me.

I remember my bestfriend, constantly fidgeting, wanting to tell me what you told her, but, she was too afraid of you to do so. Anyway, I ended up forcing her to spill it anyway. As soon as I found out, I never really knew how much you were going to matter to me.

It was it's as if you were the puzzle piece i've been trying to find all these years. As if you were someone whom I've always dreamt of, but, it wasn't that easy.

I remember the night you told me how you felt. It was like I was in my own realistic-fantasy world. You had my heart & you entrusted me with yours. We were never really a couple though, just two different yet ordinary people who shared the same extraordinary feelings.

All the nights started to become so bearable because someone was there to whisper goodnight through the phones, someone was there to make me laugh when I wasn't feeling alright at all.

It didn't seem to go wrong, until she came into the picture.

It started when you met her, it instantly hit it off with the both of you. You and I were never really a thing, but, something inside me was hurting everytime I saw you with her.

haha, it's actually so funny. Why did is feel like I was getting jealous? I wasn't supposed to get jealous, you were never really mine in the first place.

The night you met her was also the night of the last goodnight, the last night you told me how beautiful I was without even knowing what i looked like that day. The night everything started making sense.

The two of you made much more sense than the two of us. She was more outgoing than I was, she was more of your style, while I was just a style.

Something in me wanted to just let you go, but I can't seem to do that, Yoongi, I just can't. I want you to be mine, i've always wanted you to be mine, but, I am too afraid. Afraid of what people might think, afraid of what you may think.

It's stupid enough that I'm recording this stupid voice memo of how I actually feel, but, what are you supposed to do?

It all started to make sense when I saw you and her together, my heart just broke in tiny little pieces, I was just realizing how much...how much...how much I loved you.

Now, all I want to get things back the way they were. If I had the power to turn back time I would, cause if only I could, I would make you mine.

But, that won't happen.

And it breaks my heart to see you smile knowing i'm not the reason anymore.

Look, I know you've told me millions of times that you were nothing else, but friends, but, what scares me is that, we stand on the same line, Yoongi.

We're nothing else but friends too, the only difference is that I love you.