hi so i'm isabella and i have a crush on this guy ((who in a previous rant i referred to as bob lol)) and i hate having a crush bc it's fucking awful.
LIKE THEY'RE SO CUTE AND NICE AND ADORABLE AND YOU JUST WANT TO CUDDLE WITH THEM BUT THEN THEY DON'T LIKE YOU SO YOU GET SAD
THEN THEY FLIRT WITH YOU AND INVITE YOU TO CONCERTS BUT THEN YOU CAN'T GO TO THE CONCERT BC YOU'LL BE IN FLORIDA AND YOU GET SAD
THEN YOU TWO WILL BE LIKE TALKING AND FLIRTING AND SOME PRETTY GIRL WILL COME BY AND START TALKING TO HIM SO HE STARTS TALKING TO HER TOO AND YOU JUST GET JEALOUS AND JEALOUSY IS AWFUL. I HATE IT BUT I'M THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO GETS JEALOUS V EASILY.
then you end up not paying attention in class ((its not like i did that anyways tho)) bc you're like staring at him or thinking about him and just ugh. then he'll talk to you in class and you to will make inside jokes and you start thinking that maybe he does like you but then you realize that he doesn't. and ugh.
that's basically my love life summed up.
point it, having a crush really really sucks so i just cry over band members instead
