After hearing her words, my heart stopped and I couldn't breathe. I had difficulty in breathing. My eyes became more blurry. I could only hear her voice, echoing in my mind. My eyes started to close automatically and I couldn't open my eyes. My breathing gradually started to decline. My head ached too much that I couldn't take it. I started to scream in pain. I could feel someone shouting in front of me. I could hear the footsteps walking into the room. I think that's Ahmed's parents. My difficulty in breathing increased every second. I want to open, but I couldn't open my eyes. I think I am going to die. My heartbeat started to decline and I could feel it. I could hear Ahmed's voice near me. He said something. I tried to concentrate and listen, even though I am in pain. He said silently, "It's time to go." No, I don't want to die. I started to breathe again. My heartbeat started to rise again and I shouted, "I DON'T WANT TO GO." I could feel my eyes starting to open up. I think I can do it. I heard Ahmed's voice again "Come Find Me..."
Suddenly I started to breathe and I opened my eyes. I saw my sister's face. She was saying something. I was lying on the bed. I got up and my ears started to open up.
She said, "It's OK, it's only a dream. Calm down."
I shouted, "WHAT??" She was looking at me with a smile.
She slowly explained, "You were just having a nightmare and you were shouting something. I came in and saw you on the bed, Shouting. I tried to wake you up, But..."
I interrupted her, "Did I say anything?"
She replied, "Yes, but I couldn't understand anything. Just breathe, relax. It's only a dream cry baby. Wipe the tears off your face. Go and wash your face. I am going to my room. Call me if you need anything." Thank God, she didn't hear what I was bluffing in the dream. I got really scared.
I said to myself, "it's only a dream. It's only a nightmare. Yeah, it's just a dream." I could feel my hands still shaking. After a long time, I am having nightmares. This is the worst nightmare, I ever had. Thank God, I woke up.
What if, Ahmed is really alive? I couldn't fill his position. I shouldn't do that. What if, the dream that I had becomes real. Should I tell my sister, the truth?
I am confused. I could still hear Ahmed's voice echoing in my mind, "Come find me..." I think I have been too comfortable with Ahmed's family. It's time to search for the truth. I should find what happened to Ahmed. I cannot live his life until he is dead. Should I kill him? Don't be stupid, he is dead. He is not alive. What if he is really alive?
I could still feel his presence in my room. I should get out of here without telling anyone. I should run away from here before they know the truth. Or should I say the truth to them? I don't understand. What am I saying? He is driving me crazy. If he is alive, I should find him first.
Wait a second, where is the ring? I ran into the drawer and opened it. I saw the ring inside it. In the dream, I saw Ahmed at my back when I opened the drawer. What if the nightmare becomes true? What if he is at my back? What if he comes this minute? I looked back and no one was there. I ran outside the house and looked if he is here. There was no one.
My sister shouted, "It's just a dream." But I should trust my dreams, they always become real. If Ahmed's alive, I should find him, before he finds me. I should ask help from Camp and Mani. I should go out. I was sweating a lot. I took the towel and went for a bath. I opened the shower and my heart was still beating fast. I don't know if this is the reality. The water was running through my whole body. I could feel chillness. Still, my mind was not calm. My legs were still shaking.
I heard my mom shouting, "Abu, Afrin, come to eat."
After the bath, I ran into the room and dressed myself up.
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A Road To The Life I Want
Adventure#1 in Adventure in 22.10.2016 Live the life of a boy named David John Williams. David John Williams never had visions and dreams before. After meeting few people in his life, he is exposed to Visions. In some point in life, he feels that the drea...