Misused & Abused

Anti Love

When you hurt me it's like a dead rose
When you say I can't live without you
That's like a stop light flashing on and off repeatedly
When you kiss me I feel like it's the last
When you hold me I feel like the world is ending
This is what I call Anti Love🌹
When you send me the cute messages
It makes my tears fall down my face
When you hit me you became my worst nightmare
When you say you love me it stops my heart from beating
When you tell me your gonna be right here
I vision that you will be right here with me until the end if time
When you take me out on random days
It makes me feel special inside
When you only stop to pay attention to me
Let's me know yo really care for me
This is what I call Anti Love 🌹
When I say I love you I want to say it more than words
When you tell me there's no one else I like to believe that I'm the only one
When you say forgive me for what I put you through I just look you in your eyes and say I forgive
But deep down I'm hurting through it all
When you ask me if I'm ok I say yes so you don't have to sit here next to me while I'm crying it all out
When I say I adore you I'm cherishing the time that we spend together
When I try to explain to you that I want you but deep down I really need you
When you say you love me I know you be loving someone else
This is what I call Anti Love🌹
When each time I whisper I love you I'm telling you your the best in the world
When you are the sun that shines bright throughout my day
When you are the gravity that holds me down in every way
When you are the moon that shimmers throughout my night
When you are stars that glimmer oh so bright
When you are the oxygen that keeps me alive
When you are my heart that beats inside
When you are the blood that flows through me
When you are the only guy I can see
When you have the voice of when a mocking bird sings
When you are my everything
When you are my one and only
When you stop me from being so lonely
When We plan our future as if we have a clue
When I never want to lose you
When I want you to be my husband and I want to be your wife
When I want to be with you for the rest of my life.
This is what I called Anti Love 🌹
When I promise to always lift you up
When you are feeling down
When I promise to wipe your tears
When you feel you need to cry
When I promise to keep you smiling
To show off that beautiful smile you have
When I promise to be your strength
Whenever you fall weak
When I promise to be your voice,
When you can't find the words
When I promise to be your eyes
When you cannot see
When I promise to be your ears
When you cannot hear
When I promise to always tell you what's real
When you want to hear the truth
When I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away you're every fear
When I promise to be your smile
When you're frowning
When I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue
When I promise to give you faith
When you are feeling insecure
When I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe
When I promise to listen
When you need to talk
When I promise to tell you no lies
Just what is true
When I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry
When I promise to always hold you
When you need someone
When I promise to always care for you
Wherever you are I promise to always be there
When I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart
When I can't promise you the world
When I can't promise you the sky
When I can't promise you that we will never fight
When I can't promise you that I will never cry
But I can promise you that I will always be true to you
And baby I promise that I will always love you more than anything with all my heart
No matter what happens or what we go through
When I'm your guardian angel
That's my promise to you
This is what I called Anti love 🌹
When You mean the world to me
Nothing will ever come between us
No matter what anybody says or does
You will always be in my heart
Forever and ever
Your spot will never be replaced
You hold the key to my heart
And you have since we met
When I will love you forever
And no matter how much we fight
Things will be ok
Like I said I will love you forever
No matter what
This is what I called Anti Love🌹
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My world consist of love where they it's good love or bad love. I title this Anti love cause that's just what it feels like. It has a way of playing with your mind constantly to the point you know what's gonna happen next. I never knew why the men love me the way that they love me. Or did they really love me at all. I want to believe that every love isn't the same but I'm already believing that it is. When you set your mind to it all of the pieces come into one place. And you can grasp on to that love that was never lost. Your whole world will never end with the one you don't want it will only end with the one you need. What would you do if love is lost. How would you feel if everything was lost. I would feel alone and hurt. This powerful love is hard to be lost. So why lose it.
Anti Love says it all🌹