Misused & Abused

Flashback Dreams (part2)

Having that moment hit you like a heart attack is another feeling when you live on tour
*starts off singing What Now*
I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying,
tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say,
But something's missing
Whatever it is,
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is,
it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream
*plays the piano and continues singing*
What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?
* goes into the last verse of the song*
don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know oh oh why
So what now?
*stops singing and plays the piano some more while fans cheering*
So what now...
This is one my favorite songs I have ever written in my life. The meaning of the song just touches my heft and reminds me of the love I've been missing. But chances are my feelings are probably not the same. Sometimes you either love it or leave but it could never be conceited. I stay putting in work when I perform, not once have I left my fans a boring performance. My shit was always lit asf. No matter what anybody has to say about it. Your girl RiRi know how to put on a show. Been talked about as the best and I'm sill the best. I stop dreaming for a sec only to turn my body slowly around so I could find my comfortable spot. When I finally found my comfortable spot, I went into the same dream as before me on stage performing.
*comes out a limbo singing bitch better have my money*
Yayo, yayo
Moo-la-lah
Yayo
Bitch better have my money!💸
Y'all should know me well enough
Bitch better have my money!💸
Please don't call me on my bluff
Pay me what you owe me
Ballin' bigger than LeBron💰🔥
Bitch, give me your money
Who y'all think y'all frontin' on?
Like brrap, brrap, brrap
Louis 13 and it's all on me, nigga you just bought a shot
Kamikaze if you think that you gon' knock me off the top
Shit, your wife in the backseat of my brand new foreign car
Don't act like you forgot, I call the shots, shots, shots
Like blah, brrap, brrap
Louis 13 and it's all on me, nigga you just bought a shot
Kamikaze if you think that you gon' knock me off the top
Shit, your wife in the backseat of my brand new foreign car
Don't act like you forgot, I call the shots, shots, shots
Like blah, brrap, brrap
Pay me what you owe me, don't act like you forgot
*gets out the limbo and stands on top of it while singing*
Bitch better have my money!
Bitch better have my money!
Pay me what you owe me
Bitch better have my (bitch better have my)
Bitch better have my (bitch better have my)
Bitch better have my money!
* twerks on top of the limbo*
Turn up to Rihanna while the whole club fuckin' wasted
Every time I drop I am the only thing you're playin'
In a drop top, doin' hundred, y'all in my rearview mirror racin'
Where y'all at? Where y'all at? Where y'all at?
Like brrap, brrap, brrap
Louis 13 and it's all on me, nigga you just bought a shot
Kamikaze if you think that you gon' knock me off the top
Shit, your wife in the backseat of my brand new foreign car
Don't act like you forgot, I call the shots, shots, shots
Like blah, brrap, brrap
Pay me what you owe me, don't act like you forgot
*puts on money hat and walks across stage dancing*
Bitch better have my money!
Bitch better have my money!
Pay me what you owe me
Bitch better have my (bitch better have my)
Bitch better have my (bitch better have my)
Bitch better have my money!
*lights turn off and fire explodes into the air while money falling down*
Bitch better have my Money....
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
*hearing my fans scream loud*
Thoughts running through my head as I'm continuing to have these flashbacks in mind. Always leave my heart happy with smiles. This is my life and I can't see myself not having any part of it. What belongs to me will never be the next persons reality. It would be mines and mines only. I rise to the top.