rants of a shitty teen

dinner theatre.??.??

my mom ^^^^

fuck lmao so last night (Sunday) we (my puny little vocal class + my puny little band class) had a thing we call a dinner theatre. basically, it's a thing where people buy tickets to get in, they have dinner, and then watch us sing/play. my freshman year, we had a good 150/175 people show up (which is a lot for my puny asS SCHOOL) and it was actually super good. this year though, about 70 people showed and it sucked ass lmao oh my fucking god I'm not lying. even I fucked up (and I don't tend to do that when I'm singing) bc I forgot words yoKES

that was supposed to be yikes but I'm too lazy to change it smdh

anyways, one thing that really rustles my jimmies is that this one fucking girl in vocal thinks she's all fucking **that** (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ and thinks she can do whatever the fuck she wants to and basically, she was fine Saturday, was 'sick' Sunday night, and walked into school this morning perfectly fine. she just really pisses me off igH

ugh*

my friend keeps singing 'can you do the can can can you do the can can ...' wtf Kathryn 😂😂

okFg okay so Saturday I was at my friends and we watched big hero 6 again and totally got an idea for a big hero 6 2 or whatever and wow it's amaZING if only I could write lmao

oh man okay so Kathryn is the friend who I thought was a fake tøp fan but actually turned out to know a lot of their songs and she was just saying how assessments were stressing her out and I just smirked at her before breaking out into that fuCKING SKGN and she just sang along yES KIT KAT

oh yes I have history assessments the next two days shoot me pls

kat and I are sitting together on the bus and sharing headphones listening to some song that goes 'sha la lYE LYE' and she sang that part out loud and I was like woAH IM LISTWNING TO THAG and she was SO SHOCKED BEFORe we remembered omg

also in other news kayla and I are back on speaking terms and I think shit is starting to get figured out. nobody knew the whole story as to what really happened so we're gettin that shit sorted and yeah.

WE COME TOGETHER STATE OF THE ART

WHAT A SHAME

BEAUTIFUL SCARS

CRITICAL VEINS

KIDS IN THE DARK

I hate middle schoolers ew

so I wore eyeliner for the first time in a while today and also had on my mcr shirt FUCK THERES ANOTHER IMTHING I WANNA SAY SHIT anyways and I was getting dressed for gym and my eyeliner was smudged and I saw my shirt and my heart broke bc I'm so fucking emo help

okay. there is one. more. month. oNe. moRE. FUCKING. KOHSUZBMONTH UNTIL THE ANNIVERSARY. I'm not ready for this, my heart can't take this, jesus christ no.

okay just wanted to update you on my shitty life so there ya go. how are you guys doing??? I miss talking to you all!

QOTD: do you wanna be somebody else? are you sick of feeling so left out? are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?

AOTD: I'm so sorry

✌🏻️ peace out bitches ✌🏻️