rants of a shitty teen

happy turkey day!!!

okay so I'm not really one of those people that are all 'well this year I'm thankful for this and that and whatever else' and never have been but like this year I feel like I have so much to be thankful for

I'm actually so, so very thankful for all of you guys, even you ghost readers. not only did you all get this book to practically 5 and a half fucking thousand reads (oh my fucking god you all are so amazing), you are all just great and beautiful and amazing people in general. I'm thankful for those of you that have become my friends because I literally hate people so much and every morning I wake up, excited to look at my notifications and talk to you all (does that make me a loser? probably, but that's alright).

I'm thankful for kaylazimm2018, even though she can be a bitch sometimes 😘. she is such a loser but that's okay because so am I and we are like the world's greatest frenemies. also, I touched her boobs like a total of 50 times yesterday so yeah, we're pretty close (every time was on accident they were just in my way lmao)

I'm thankful for my boyfriend who I'm not gonna tag bc I don't want him looking at my account and thinking 'holy fuck I'm dating a psychopath'. but he's so adorable and sweet and just a really great person in general and ugh I like him so much

I'm thankful for the rest of my weird ass clique (as you saw in the pic in the previous chapter (or maybe the chapter before idek anymore)) because Dillon and Isaac actually make my day so much better even though Isaac is a fucking giant and also I grabbed his butt a total of two times yesterday (it was in my way what can I say)

I'm thankful for so many bands that I can't even name all of (there's so fucking many lmao (that autocorrected to lamp what the fuck)) but especially mcr and tøp. my chem is just so inspirational and their lyrics and their songs and their faces and ugh. and I just recently have been actually getting into tøp and the first time I heard Tyler speak I'm fairly certain my heart shot out of my mouth and through the roof because fuck

I'm thankful for my family, even though they're assholes to me most of the time.

why the fuck is this a speech lmao shoot me pls

idk guys, these past couple months have actually been really nice, ya know, if you disregard that whole school thing. I fucking hate homework and just remembered I still have a shitton that's due Monday. anyways, I've been feeling more productive (even though I haven't actually taken action on those feelings) and I've made new friends and got a tattoo and have been writing more and idk. I've just been happy lately, and I really like it.

so thanks, guys. for this book, for being my friends, and for just being you.

I hope you all had a super duper fantabulous thanksgiving and you left your house looking like Kim Kardashian did when she was pregnant. 😁😁

in other news, I updated my phone a little bit ago and finally have the middle finger emoji so um

🖕🏻 peace out bitches 🖕🏻