rants of a shitty teen

in better news !!

okay the last thing I posted made me look a bit like a Debbie downer and I'm sorry for that, it was just what was on my mind.

hOwevEr, we just finished putting up our Christmas tree (above) and when mom took a pic it looked like the angel on top was a weird ass ghost of sorts lol but yes it was nice

we listened to pentatonix the whole time too and holy fuck avi's voice though I love when he and Kevin sing bc they're just as great as Mitch and Scott and Kristie and sickwjxjskfjeik

ha I accidentally typed sick oops

((((it's bc they're sick as frick))))

I'm actually in such a good mood rn and outside the sunset looks so pretty and also I just finished kinda learning how to play Holding On To You (tøp af) on piano so liked if you wanna hear a cover of it vote away and I'll probably post one if this chapter gets 15 votes

(edit: I've discovered that I'm not quite ready to record yet as I have found a few errors in my playing lmao but imma work on it so go ahead and vote away (in other words, I'll still post a vid but it may or may not sound like shit ☺️))

that's highly unlikely lol that's why I made it that number

in other irrelevant news, I fell off a rock yesterday at the park in Springfield, MO (I was in the car for 10 fucking hours there and 10 fucking hours back) and not so long story short I hurt my knee and am back on crutches so yay !!!1!!1

anyways, I'm so pumped for Christmas. I really hope I get the tøp CDs I wanted but like if not that's cool. I really wanted to do the Angel tree thing this year again (you all know what that is?) but we haven't been able to find one 😢

oH I just remembered. idk if I've said it on here yet but I keep joking with my mom that next year is my last Christmas 'at home' and she gets pissed off at me for repeating it lol but really, if I think about it, it's pretty sad. like, in 18 days I'm gonna be able to say that I'm graduating next year, and that's p scary bc I am in no way whatsoever prepared for the real world and like if any of you need college buddies hmu if you have an idea where you're going and I'll totally come meet you bc you guys are so so great and I want to meet every single one of you and even though I'm gonna be an adult (oh fuck watch out, world) I'm still gonna keep this app and spend my life procrastinating bc old habits die hard, ya know?

holy fuck that was a long ass paragraph okay

QOTD: when is your Christmas break?

AOTD: this fridayyyyy (dec 18) 😁😁 I'm so pumped !!