The Idol I Love ~Taegyu~

Chapter 39

⚠️Warning: Suicide. Please don't read this chapter if you are uncomfortable! ⚠️

Huening Kai's pov:

Why is the world so unfair to us?

Or is it just me?

Am I overreacting too much?

I used to be so happy without any negative thoughts.

Now, the present

My future self...

Is the one who have always negative thoughts

I never break any promises,

But that's just the past

And now,

I'm breaking Taehyun's promise.

Huening Kai thought as he set up the ropes and chair.

He shouldn't do this..

He shouldn't leave Taehyun too..

He is breaking Taehyun's promise,

And that hurts him.

He needs to stop himself,

Well can he?

"I'm so sorry Taehyun hyung.." Huening Kai mumbled

He climbed up to the chair, standing on it as he grab the ropes with both of his hands before pulling it down to make sure it doesn't break.

"Hah.."

Huening Kai's eyes trembled, tears forming in his eyes. His chest hurts, heart pounding so fast. His legs slightly wobble.

He pulled the ropes down to his neck as he put his chin under the rope, he pushed the chair below him putting it beside him but he made sure he can't reach it with his foot before putting his weight as the rope carries him with his head.

Huening Kai choked, the air in his lungs slowly disappearing.

'Im so sorry.'

'Im sorry that I gave up.'

'Felix hyung will take care of you.'

Earlier:

Felix was comforting Huening Kai with his positive and comforting words, it did made the younger ( Huening Kai ) feel better but he couldn't get his negative thoughts away.

"No matter what happens, you need to stay for us okay? Try your best to fight."

"What if I give up?"

Felix was taken aback from that words,

What if Huening Kai give up..?

Huening Kai don't give up,

But that's only just when it comes to games or challenges.

"No, never give up. Try to outcome over those things, surely good things will happen to you and Taehyun soon." Felix said as he smiled.

"Felix hyung, please take care of Taehyun hyung when I'm gone."

"What? Don't say that, you'll be the one taking care of him in the future."

Huening Kai hummed in respond.

"Thanks Felix hyung."

"You're welcome. If you need a shoulder to cry on, remember that I'm always here."

End of flashbacks

"Thank you for everything."

Huening Kai said to Taehyun before killing himself.

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Advanced and short update/chapter!

AND sorry for not putting any warnings before. I'm sorry if it made you uncomfortable