Bliss
After I cool down I decided to go find my friends .
I know why they did what they did , I hate being lied to but it came from a place of love .
And when Grant realize that the reason I had not been going to the party was because of Jax he felt sad I could see it in his eyes and he wanted to get m out of here .
Maybe it is good that I am here I can't just try to get over Jax I know I need to .
I still can't believe is not with Paisley.
I know it may hurt a little less seeing him with just a radon's girl but it still hurts . And him being boy who sleeps around is not him . So he is not being true to his self .
I walk in the den area and I see Cassie and Eric they are making out .
I decided not to bother them .
Just looking at them makes me realize how much I want a boyfriend. And how thankful I am that Grant stop me from trying to hook up with just some boy who I didn't even know .
I spot Grant playing with a straw in his cup , the Bo looks so bored .
" You know you are supposed to drink it not play " I inform him and yes I am still a little drunk
He looks up
And says
" Bliss"
I sit next to him .
" I am glad you are back over here you know what I mean " he stutters
I don't know why but he is acting strange tonight
" I am sorry that I made you come here I can see it has affected you I just I don't know I guess I thought Cassie was right and I did want you to be happy but this what I seen a little while ago that was.M not you. Being happy " he tells me
He is right . But I wouldn't be happy anywhere right now and I have to face this sooner or later
" It is fine and it's for
The best I am sure some how "
I say and kick my feet
He looks at me ,
I can tell he is sorry .
I can tell he feels bad over it
" So we are good "
He asks
I thought pops in my head and I feel like a genius
" we are if you talk to your crush " I say
He looks at me for a long hard minute it almost seems like he is having a fantasy
He stands up and says
" Stop it Bliss " he complains
He starts to walk off
But I walk close to him I put my arm threw his .
He looks at down at it then back up at my face .
He should be use to this kind of behavior , I do this sort of thing all the time .
" I just don't understand I am
Certain she will love that fact that you like her and she will quickly become your girlfriend "
I state
" Bliss you have to stop , you can't say those kind of things to me " he says loudly and he throws up his hand the one that my arm is not threw
" I don't understand " I say
And I really don't .
He drags me into a room I guess we are being too loud and maybe even causing a sence
He breaks free from my arm .
He walks over and he looks out the window .
" Why are you so upset , I mean I get you don't want her to know but you shouldn't be upset because for all you know she could really want you to " I say loudly
He turns around and looks at me
" do you really
Think so ?" He asks
" maybe I don't know who she is but at the very least she would be flater " I state
He lets out A chuckle.
He puts his hands in his pockets .
" Tell me who it is " I demand
" I don't think you want to know" he says
I don't get what he means but I am interested.
I walk closer
" Yes I do want to know " I say and I sound so sure
He looks at me and lets out a breathe
" It is it is " he stutters
But then he don't finish
" Just tell me for crying out loud " I yell
" it is you ok " he confesses
I can't. Believe my ears .
I take a stand back
" Me " I finally
Say
I have thought before who could the girl be but I never thought me .
" see now you hate me " he says
I don't. Hate him but for some reason I do feel mad
" hate is a strong word but I am a little mad" I admit
" when since the kiss" I ask
Both Jax and Alex use to tell me I was a good kisser so it would make sense that he would like me after we kissed
" No before " he admits
I take another step back dose this mean are whole
Friendship is a fake
" before " I finally get the courage up
To ask
" I thought you was hot on wither break but you didn't seem
To
Notice and then after the bus ride I just seen how nice you are and we became closer friends and I didn't want that to stop and when you asked me to be your pretend boyfriend honestly I was not doing to to help you I thought maybe just maybe during the process of that you would start to like me ." He tells me
" So when you kissed me you was doing that because "
I ask but I think I already know the answer
" I did not care if he was jealous or not I just wanted to kiss you I figured maybe you would like it and we would become a couple or of not then what other chance would I get to kiss you "
He tells
Me
Tears start. To fall from my eyes but I am not sure why.
I am upset because he has been lying to me but I still shouldn't be crying
" so you see why i didn't want to tell you " he says
" so are whole friendship is just not real "
I exclaim
" No you. Are one of my
Closes friends I love spending time with yoh and I will get
Over this crush, but are friendship it will remain" he r tells
Me
" I am
Sorry Grant " I am going to need some time to think " I tell him
" I just can't believe this is a lie "
I say and walk out of the room
.
I am wiping my
Tears
" Bliss wait "
I hear Grant scream
I walk faster then I am face
To face with Jax
" Bliss " he says
I hear concern in his voice and I see it on his face .
" well well " I hear from beside me
I look over and I could pass out .
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Tutoring The QuarterBack
RomanceWhen Jax Raines is failing in every subject The school gets Bliss Peterson to tutor the Star Quarterback . Nothing could go wrong except she hates quarterbacks she thinks they are the worst part of the male community. Will be around Jax think ag...
