Tutoring The QuarterBack

Chapter 27 Touchy touchy in a classroom

Bliss
My lips are on his . I know I surprised him by putting my lips on his I surprised myself . But within a second he takes control of the kiss.
His arms go around me .
He pulls me even closer . My arms go around his neck .
Our tongues are moving wildly .
It feels like heaven .
He moves one head up my back my heart is beating what feels like out of control. As his other hand grabs my breast , it feels good then he moves his other hand to cup my other breast . I start to kiss him harder , it is just what I feel right now .
His hands travel down my sides , it feels so good .

His hands make their way to my ass .
He squeezes.
He backs up but not far and says
" You really do have an amazing ass"
I don't answer I just start kissing him really hard .

I hear him moan . I think that means he is enjoying it .
He moans again .
I move my hands down his big muscles.
It feel like we are spinning though I know we are not .
He walks me backwards he walks me all the way to the desk he never lets our kiss break , then he lifts me up by my ass now I am on the desk and we are still kissing.
I unbutton his shirt . That is when I realize he don't have his sports coat on anymore which is completely fine by me .
I put my hands in his shirt .
I feel him tense then he relaxes , I guess I surprised him . But I wanted to . He is so ripped . I know he works out and he works out hard .
He moves his big lips off of mine .
And my lips actually misses his or so it seems .
He then puts his head in the crock of my neck and he starts kissing it and I don't feel so sad no more .
I lean my neck where he can have easy access to my neck
It feels so good .
His kisses on my neck gets harder and I get hotter .
His hands is running all over my body .
I can feel his member and it is hard .
He unhooks the back of halter. Dress and top of it falls but it is still on my body . His hands feel all over my boobs while he kisses and sucks my neck .
I want him so much . As many times as me and Alex would make out I never wanted him like this .
I don't want to stop I want to go further.
I have never felt like this before but I want to have sex with Him right here and right now .

        " can I take off your pants " I ask with a shaky voice

He stops and looks at me .
His lips are swollen and some of his hair is fallen toward his forehead he looks so cute .

              " Yea " he says with heavy breathing

    I unbuckle his belt . Our eyes is on each other the whole time . I undo his pants  and they fall to the. Floor  . I can't believe I am doing this but I want to
I really want to.
I never wanted to before .

I take a deep breath.
My heart is racing.

" Are you sure Bliss" Jax asks

" Yea " I answer and nod
A big smile appears on his handsome face .
And I smile back at him .
He bends down and gets a condom out of his pocket .

My breathing is out of control.

He Caries protection  with him .

He was probably thinking he would be sleeping with Paisley.
I bet he never dreamed he would be sleeping with me .
Is he going to only because I am here .
The thought scares me and hurts .

He rips open the package.

What am I thinking
He has a girlfriend
That is who he wants to be with.
I am just here that is why we are about to
He is just like every other football player .
Jerk jock .

" Jax " I say
He looks at me and says

" what is wrong " I guess he could tell by my voice

" I just don't think I can " I say
I quickly pull my shirt up and hook it.

" Whattt I mean why " he asks

" I don't I just Umm " I say and my mind
Goes blank

He just looks at me .

" Did I do something wrong " he asks
He looks sad . Most likely because he ain't getting none now right. Now

" No you didn't do nothing wrong " I answer

And he really didn't do nothing wrong I started the kiss I took off his belt knowing his pants would be the next thing off .

But if we would have done it the next thing would be him doing something wrong , because he don't have no interest in me .

"I am sorry it is me " I tell him

He is still in front of me with boxers on . They are grey and seem to fit him tight .

I can see his bulk and I want so much to see under his boxers , but I hold myself together.

After just staring at me he finally says

" I am in shock "
I am sure he is he is use to girls throwing their selves at him and here I am turning  him down

He pulls up his pants and buckle his belt I can tell by how he is moving he is mad .

And I guess I got him thinking we was going to do it then we didn't .

" I am sorry " I say
He puts his hands on mine which is in my lap .
Just from him touching my hand my whole body heats up .

" You have the right to change your mind , I just don't know what made you change it " he says

I don't sense any anger only concern

I look at his eyes I look away quickly or I know I will
Be stuck here and we might even do it .

I gently push. Him away .

" What is wrong Bliss please tell me " he begs
I push him back and walks pass him

I then turn around and say

" I am so sorry to make you think we could you know but it can never happen and I see that now I just got caught up but it won't happen again " I tell him

He has a confused look on his face
And I can't look at him anymore or I will break

I walk away

He follows me as I get even with the door he pulls me by the arm and turns me. Around .

" You want me and it has never been more obvious to me but why are you fighting it " he tells me

I hate that his words are true . I don't want to want him. And I don't want it to be obvious to him but considering how I was behaving then of course he knows

I break from his embrace

" I have to go " I say
And I leave a sad looking Jax Raines