Bliss
I have not stop thinking about the make out session. But I am about to see Jax . We are going to do a study session not a make out session , a study session . I bet that he don't care . It won't faze a hair on his head . And I will be a ball of nerves. And he will see threw it .
I bet he knows how I feel and he will be all smuck .
The jerk jock knows he got it and know since I let the make out session happen he knows I like him .
Boys are so much like pigs .
He has a girlfriend but he didn't think twice about making out with me .
I know I did that too I keep telling myself that I was drunk and even though I was drunk I knew what I was doing and I wanted to .
I can not be in a room alone with him , I don't think he wants to kiss me again , no I think he will just get a kick out of how I feel .
But I came up with a small plan to keep him in a different area.
I did consider telling him I was sick but I would be in school tomorrow and I was in school today .
When he gets here I let him in .
He sits down at the desk .
" hey I was thinking maybe you could study on the balcony " I suggest
" Ok " he answers
He walks out there .
" Just I will be out in a little bit I have a FaceTime call with Cassie just girl stuff" I tell him and shut the door
I do not call Cassie because I know she would be talking about Jax .
I can hear her voice in my head saying
I knew you really liked him .
So I have not told her about what happened but I do plan on it .
An hour and a half later Jax walks out
. " Hey I am finished " he says and hands me his papers
" This is good " I say while I am looking it over
" Good can we Umm talk " he asks with his hands in his pockets
" Talk yea but can we tomorrow, I have like a thing with Cassie " I say and stutter
I get up and open up my bedroom door .
I dont need him to tell me how this can never happen I already know that .
" Of course but it won't take long " he tells me and slides in front of me
" I been thinking about the other night non stop , I feel guilty " he states
I understand because I do too .
He is probably worried about getting caught
" I won't tell Paisley you don't have to worry " I assure him
" ok are we good " he asks
" Yes it was just something that was in the moment we were drinking and we had been scared with the 3 fighting Ts " I say
" Yea" he says
He walks out of my room then he truns around and he says
" Just so you know I meant what I said it was the best make out session I ever had ." Jax says
He walks away leaving me confused and feeling like a love stricken girl .
Is he trying to make me feel better ?
Is he playing a game ?
Did he actually mean it ?
I need to get out here I need to talk to Cassie.
I text her and wait a few minutes just let Jax get gone .
When I am at Cassie's I tell her. Everything that happen the other night .
At first she got exited like my best friend dose .
She jumped and screamed .
But I need my friends true opinion.
" Cassie " I whine
" Tell me what you really think" I ask
" I think now we know that Jax does in fact like you " she tells me
Could he I mean I am confused.
" He is a teenage boy he will kiss any girl he just got caught up in the moment and he made it clear he doesn't want me , " I exclaim
" I don't know B" she says
" But you liked him all along are you would not have let him suck your face ." She says to me
She is right and I know she is .
" The thing is it don't matter how I feel he has a girlfriend and he don't want me ." I whine
" but I think he likes you " she says
" C it just hurts knowing he don't want me and I don't know " I admit
" Did he actually say he does not want you" she asks
" Well no but he don't " I say and tears start to roll down my face
Cassie drys my tears and says
" Screw Jax he ain't the only hot dude you can go out with anyone you want to " she says
I would like to go out with someone I miss having a boyfriend, the closeness I miss that so much " I say
" Then do it pick who ever " she says
" There is really no one I want to go out with" I say
My phone rings
" It is Sawyer " I announce
" Hi " I say and I know my voice sounds surprised because I am
" Hey , I was just wondering " he says
And stops
" This is hard " he says
" Umm what is Sawyer " I ask
" I know we did not have the best date I mean I had a good time but I don't think you did , if I had thought you did I would have done ask you out but since I really don't think you did ." He says
I don't know how Sawyer knew I did not have fun , I never told him but I guess he sense it .
" You know Sawyer it was not so bad " I tell him
He laughs
" Bliss will you go to the homecoming with me " he asks
My mouth flys open .
Cassie mouths. Dose .
" Umm ok sounds like fun " I tell him
Cassie jumps up and down and dances .
" really really " he says
" yea " I say
" Yes " he screams
I laugh
" Ok well I will let you go but I am so excited for homecoming " he says
He hangs up .
I feel so I don't know just different .
" see you can move past Jax " c says
" And going out with Sawyer will let him know just what he is missing " she adds
Even though I like the thought of making Jax jealous makes me happy . I dont want to hurt him. And I am not setting out to go out with his friend it kind of just happened . But I guess if he sees me with Sawyer and gets a little jealous it will just build up my confidence
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