Tutoring The QuarterBack

Chapter 64 ( Daphnes new outlook )

Bliss
It been almost 2 months since Jax fired me from being his tutor , and it has been hard .
At first I was heartbroken yet I felt that it is what had to happen because I still wanted but we couldn't be .
But Jax he went right back out there .
Every time I seen him he was with a new girl.
He had became a true quaterback .

You think I would feel relief but no I was to hurt .
Seeing him with girls felt like my heart was being ripped out over and over again .

I know I needed tk move on but there was no one to move on with .

I hated that my locker had a view of his because that where he would be with a different girl and each time it hurted more .

I could not help but think I was just a game .

I could not had matter to him if he was now with all these girls .

I know he said he was hurt but he didn't seem it .

And I got what he meant about me lying about
Grant being m boyfriend .

But I think he was ready to be. Away from it away from the dram and most importantly away from me .

I think I was different to him so that why he was acting but then he was ready for it to end .

It was a lot of back and froth .
But he should not have said I love you .

I know I said it but I did and I still do .
But I am not sure he ever did

Sometimes when I think about it I will remember different things he said , how he kissed the way he touched me .

When I think of that
It feels like love .

Like fleetwood
Mac sang
Players
Only love you when they are playing.

I didn't think that
Jax was a player but obviously with a new girl every day he has to be .

Maybe I was his ticket to break up with Paisley.

I know it don't make much since but .
What if he didn't want to cheat on her I know he sort of did with me but maybe he was scared of her so he just hooked up with me until he could get good and away from her .

And I think she has moved on I heard she has a boyfriend in collage .

I have see. Jax at parties with different girls his tongue usually down there throats ,
It is so sad that I will look at them every time I would cry and Grant would come to my rescue and we go sit in a room and talk about it .

It was bad so I stop going to the parties .

Now it is Easter break .
I am a little scared that my sister Daphne will tell me she told me so .

I guess in some level I deserve it .

There is a knock on my door , I open it up to my Father

" Your sister just got back " he informs me
I am glad my sister is back I am in I just feel like being told I told you so .

I know I said I did t want to be with him .
But seeing him act how he has been has been so hard

I walk down my mother and sister are sitting on the couch

" Bliss " my sister exclaims and runs and hugs to me

We chat with our parents for a. Little bit then
Daphne asks me

" Bliss can you help me unpack "

" um sure " I answer but I am really dreading it

As we unpack clothes from suitcases
I feel myself getting anxious.

I and scared she will ask about Jax .
I will have to tell her the truth and just take her argument and hope she don't go on and on about it .

" So what are you doing tonight " she asks

" I don't have no plans " I admit

" no parties " she questions

" nah " I say

" Is it hard to see him at the parties " she asks

" It is hard to see him everywhere " I admit

" Wait how did you know "
I ask quickly

How did she figure it out .

" mom told me and I can see you ain't taking it well " she tells me

I am taking it fine She don't know what she is talking about

" I am fine " I lie

I am mostly fine except when I think of him which is almost every second

". Break ups are hard especially if he moves on 1 st " she tells me

" How about he moves on 1 st second and. Throws and so on and so on " I say

" what do you mean " she asks

And actually I get it that don't make no sense .

" I don't know it is stupid but he just goes out with different girls like well every time I see him " I tell her

" oh" he says

" you can't let him win you should go and hook up with someone " she tells me

What is this my sister saying this or is it an alien

My mouth is hanging open I know

" What " I let out

"
you know just a random hook up with a nice boy like Grant " she tells me

" This is not like you " I say but it comes out slow because I am in shock

" I just want you to. Be happy , like me" she tells me

I think I might be Dreaming

" I met
Someone and he will be here any minute "
She tells
Me

No I am not dreaming but I kind of wish I was a sleep while she is tell my parents how good her knew boyfriend is .

Honestly I am happy for her , it just for so long my sister been over protective and now she is like go on and by the way I have a boyfriend.

The doorbell rings .

My sister answers the door .

" everyone This Troy " my sister introduced him

Troy is very tall and he is talkative.

I immediately like him and. I am so happy for my sister

After diner I am sitting on the couch and I am startled when my sister comes from behind me

" we are going to a movie come with " she half asks half demands

I don't want to be a third wheel .

" I have plans "
I lie

I just know she won't take no for a answer and as happy as I am for her I don't want to see her make out in the movie

" with who " she asks
I say the one person I know who will ditch the party to keep
Me company it would normally be Cassie but since winter break I told myself I would try not in no way to cause any trouble for her and Eric so I say

" Grant "