Tutoring The QuarterBack

Chapter 15 Not studying

Jax
After the get together I decide to spend as less time with Bliss as I can . Not that any of whatever is going on with is her fault she didn't even know how I am feeling of God I hope she don't know how I am feeling.
So I went to study with her but I was late every time , the 1 time she was not mad I just said I am sorry I am late .
The second time she said this is the second Time are you sure everything is ok .

I couldn't say I don't want to be around because I am scared of how I am feeling so I just said I lost track of time .
     She told me if I didn't stop being late then she would stop the tutoring.
I don't think she meant it .

Now it is Thursday Bliss and Sawyer's big date I was supposed to meet her right after school but I am 40 minutes late .

I walk up her spiral stair case that leads to her bedroom I feel nervous I know she will yell at me and honestly   I don't blame her in fact I know I deserve it .but that being said I hate how I feel when she yells at me because I know she is right .
The only good thing that comes from her yelling is she looks really cute when she yells at me .

            " Hello teach " I say as I climb threw her window
Bliss is sitting on her bed with arm crossed .

She is mad , I knew she would be.

       " You are late " she exclaims

        " yea I am sorry " I state

      " Well I am sorry too " she says in a rude voice

Wait what

            " What do you mean Bliss " I ask

    "I told you that you couldn't keep this up and that I would quit " she says much calmer

           " I know and I should have respect your time " I say
My mind goes back to when Bliss came in the boy's locker room and let me have it for skipping our study session .

                " I know I was wrong I don't know why I did it " I say and sort of lie

             " What is your excuse" she says and gets up and walks closer
I can smell her perfume she smells like what I would imagine what heaven would smelled like .

        " Iii" I stutter

         " You what , really Jax what is going on you was doing so good what happened. You were studying hard and getting so good now it's like you don't care " she yells

             " I do " I yell back

       " Just leave I can't help you if you don't want me to and you are not trying just leave jock jerk " she screams

             " What Jock jerk what dose even mean " I ask

      " you are a jock and a jerk so " she says and crosses her arms
Which pushes up her boobs
          "I call you that all of the time , And sometimes I call you a jerk of a jock " she says

I turn my head .
It hurts that she thinks I am jerk .
           " what are you doing just turning your head when we are in a conversation " she says

I turn my head toward and of course she looks cute.

         " it is just that it hurts that you think I am a jerk " I tell her
Because I can't say I turn my head where I wouldn't notice your boobs .