Chapter 55 Say Anything

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Jax
I skipped my last 2 classes. But I was studying , but it was not doing school work no I was studying, how to get Bliss back and I really think I have a full proof plan .
It is something that will get her going and she will just crumble into my arms .

I don't know why it couldn't just be simple , we love each other we want to be together , but this is just something I have to go threw .
But maybe just maybe this will make me into a better man for her .
I did lie to her I wouldn't have if I could have guessed what it would had led to .
But I would never cheat on her or be mean to her .
I have been a little mean but only because I was hurt .

So maybe this has taught me with Bliss I have to be more of a better person and just try more .

I love this girl and I can't lose her ,
And to have get her back or I thought I had her back just for a few minutes but it hurts to then realize we ain't together .
But now that I know she didn't break up with me to be with Alex I am like a new man .
Because I know I have a chance a real chance.

I am a pretty confident guy but they did go out for so long I thought maybe they had something going on .

But know I know there is no one else who be for me and I think it is the same for her .
Or at least I hope so .

" I can't believe you are doing this " Eric says as he sits down at the lunch table

             " oh I am doing it and I really believe it is going to work " I beam

  Eric just shakes his head at me .

I look over at Bliss she is eating ice cream she looks so carefree so relaxed

   She laughs and she looks so beautiful.

             " It is almost time " Eric tells me

        " I know just let her get done laughing "I say but never taking my eyes off of. Bliss

Eric makes some sort of noise and then turns her direction and looks .

A few moments later , I say

               "Ok it is time wish me luck " I tell him

                " Good Luck Jax " he says

I grab the big 80s style boom box and Say a prayer this works

My heart is pounding as I walk toward her table .

I don't notice if anyone else looks at me because I don't care .

When I get to the table before the one she is sitting at
I jump up on it ,
                " sorry"  I say to the people sitting at as they grab there food .

                 " Bliss " I scream
She turns around with a surprised look in her face.

              I then start the music .
I sing the stupid song from say anything and I have the big radio above my head .

Everyone is clapping.

Bliss's expression has not changed much .
Then She stands up .
I can't tell she may be mad

                " Get down Jax" she demands
I do as she says and I turn the music down and sit on the table .

She is staring at me and honestly I don't know what to say.

Should I apologize but I really think what I did was cool and I thought she would like it .

            " Bliss" finally come out of my mouth

She just looks and then she grabs my hand and walks fast with my following her while my hand is still in hers

She leads me into the room the empty class room Where we almost did it I could only hope  things will go half as good as it did .

             " look Bliss" I begin

And I really don't know what  I would have said after
But Thank God she cuts me off by putting her lips on mine .

Her lips feel extra soft .
My hands go to her waist and pull her closer .

Her hands is on my shoulder while her tongue is exploring my mouth .

She is backing up with her hands now on my chest .

So I guess my plan worked and so far this is going really well .

             " Jax " she says into my mouth
And it sounds so hot .

     This gives me a surge of energy or something.
I manage to move her around I pick her up by her thighs and sit her on a desk .

It is a students desk so it is small .

I feel up her thighs to her ass ,
But she moves my hands back down quickly .
I am not going to push it and besides her thighs feel good to .

She is holding on to me tighter than before .
Our kiss gets harder.
I never want to stop .
Wish I could kiss her forever and never have to come up for air .

I move my hands to her hair .

And she says my name again .

I don't know but it dose something to me .

It gives me a surge of energy.

I kiss her harder ,
I move my hands to her shoulders and run down to her waist and stop but I don't want to .

We are still kissing even though it is like  a thousand degrees.

She don't move my hand not that it is touching anything bad but it is at the ream of her shorts and with one move I could be in her pants .
But I am not going to do that .
I am not going to anything to mess this up .

I am so caught up with the kissing I dont notice when I lean in to her a little too hard .
And the desk tips.
She grabs onto my arms tightly .
Our kiss breaks
And some how the desk is on its side and I have without realizing it I grab her and she is in my arms .
Thank God I did catch her I wouldn't want her to be hurt .

Both of us is out of breath , it is a little bit because of our make out session and also because she fell off the small desk .

                " My hero " she whispers
I smile and I am sure I am blushing

            " I will always save you " I tell her

We look at each other for a minute .
But just like we are in sync we lean in at the same time and we kiss .
I am still holding her up .
I walk over to the big desk this time I lay her on it .
She looks at me and she looks scared .

She must think I want to have sex .
I do but that is not what I was trying to do .

              " Um we don't have to make out like this we can just sit and do it , I mean make out you know " I stutter

She don't say nothing she just looks at me ,

Did I mess this up .

  She sits up and says

               " Jax you do realize this is not us back together "

I am stunned how can this mean we are not back together

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