Bliss
"Alex is dragging me to the hill right behind the school yard where we use to go and make out all the time .
So I guess right now is not so different.
He is looking down at me. I lean in to kiss him and he turns into Jax. I push him back then form the other side Dean appears and says
" you are suppose to be with me "
I tell my bestie about my dream as we are walking to school .
She just looks at me blankly
" what do you make of that dream " I finally ask
" Well I think you still have feelings for Alex or like you know you compare a lot to him and that you sort of want to take a chance with Dean , but you want Jax "she tells me
" Wait how can you figure that " I asks with a loud voice
" I mean there was 3 boys in that dream " I exclaim
" And who did you almost kiss" she tells me
I feel my body heat and my face is flush
Could this be true did I want to kiss Jax
No he is a football player so no way
"' It was just a stupid dream it don't mean a thing " I say
" No it probably came form the fact that you now know he likes you " she tells me
" what no he don't " I scream
" yes remember he tried to get me to cancel our double date you was suppose to talk to him about it " Cassie says
" I did " I tell her
And I am not sure why I didn't tell her before maybe because I am embarrassed that he don't like me .
" Oh what did he say " she asks as she puts a piece of her straight her behind her ear
" He said he didn't want me to get involved with anyone because he need me to concentrate on the tutoring " I tell her
" That is bull " she says with her voice cracking
" No I think he is telling the truth football means everything to this guy " I say
" Ok well maybe I guess " she says
After I walk out of the lunch line I see Jax and paisley sitting at a table her feet is on his lap and every so often she leans over and feeds him something . I miss having a boyfriend not that I ever fed Alex I just miss the closeness . But the way Paisley is doing Looks gross .
It looks sick just sick
And I have to walk past them and by myself as Cassie has brung her own lunch today.
As I get practically Beside them , Sawyer says
" Bliss"
Jax head snaps toward me then he looks down .
" Hi Sawyer" I say and give as big smile as I can musker
" what happen to you at the party after we hang out I never seen You again " he asks
Jax make a noise he almost choked on his water but he don't .
" I was just drinking and hanging I had a pretty decent time." I tell him
I can't help but look at Jax who then Smiles at me .
I hope this won't be awkward for us no matter what the tutoring has to continue.
" Oh Sawyer let the poor girl go she is probably starving " Paisley says
What is that suppose to mean
" hold on I want to ask Bliss something " Sawyer says and puts his hand up
" You are being rude " Jax states
" No I am not but I think you are " Sawyer fires back at him
" Bliss I was wondering there is this movie coming out only going to be out Thursday " he asks me
" Like a date " I ask
" Yea" Sawyer answers
Jax busts into laughter
I find that very mean
" Like she would want to go out with you " he says
" I actually I would " interrupt
I look at Jax and see this expression that seems half hurt half mad .
I know Sawyer is the one that asked me and should be looking at him but no I am looking at the jerk jock who don't want me to go out with anyone because it might mess with his grades .
" You really want to Bliss" Sawyer says
This causing me to tear my eyes away from Jax
" I do I think I will have fun " I say nicely and I smile
I walk to sit down with Cassie who is chowing down a sandwich.
" What was that ?" She asks talking about that
Situation that just happened at the jerk jocks lunch table , or maybe I should call it sawyers table
" I just agreed to go on a date with Sawyer " I tell my best friend
Who's mouth flys open.
I can't hardly believe it my own self so I see how Cassie can be having a hard time with it .
" Wait Sawyer he is a football player
" she says
I know that but I was so mad at jerk jock I just got carried away
" I know that and that is all it will be this one date only because I said yes already" I say
". But. B why did you say yes I mean do you like Sawyer " She asks
" No I just was in the moment I don't know " I say
I feel my stress
Level up past 100
" You didn't want to embarrass him" she states
I didn't want to embarrass him but that is not the reason I said yes I said yes because I couldn't take that smug look on Jax face he thinks just because he don't want me to go out with anyone that I shouldn't.
" You are such a good person " She adds
But strangely enough I don't feel like a good person .
After lunch I was making a quick stop by my locker , as soon as I closed it who is standing there scarring me .
" ahh " I scream
" sorry I didn't mean to scare you " Jax tells me
" whatever " I say and go to walk away
But he gently pulls my arm and turns me around
Now I am looking at him .
" We can't be like this we are going to be around each other so lets quit the awkwardness " he states
" Then stop trying to control my dating life " I state
He moves his hand from my arm
" do you really want to go out with Sawyer " he asks
" I said yes didn't I " I answer with a question
" ok I was wrong for trying to get Cassie to cancel the other date I just really want to play football and you Bliss Peterson are my only hope " he says
His words are sweet but I don't think his motive is . This makes me mad
" Ok I was wrong about your reading and I am so glad I was I can handle a relationship and tutoring and you Jax Raines you are the only jerk jock I see right now " I say and walk away as I leave I hear him say to his self
" Jerk Jock "
YOU ARE READING
Tutoring The QuarterBack
RomanceWhen Jax Raines is failing in every subject The school gets Bliss Peterson to tutor the Star Quarterback . Nothing could go wrong except she hates quarterbacks she thinks they are the worst part of the male community. Will be around Jax think ag...
