Tutoring The QuarterBack

Chapter 59 ( parnet trap )

Jax
I walked slowly home , with my heartbreak and my head full of thoughts I can not slow .
So she is moved on but I know that whatever they have it can not be what me and Bliss have .
There is just no way .

I can't stand the though of them togather .
I don't know Grant. It it wouldn't matter who he was because I want to be with her .

It was supposed to me I was supposed to be with her but somehow this dude came out of no where .
I can't pretend the words she said didn't hurt me .
She likes him .
How can she like someone after we hooked up like no time ago .
I know I kissed Monica but I did not like her .

So I guess that makes me a bad person .

I walk into my house , I take off my coat and hang it on the coat hanger . I notice a jacket on the hook .
It looks like a man's coat .

Could my mother have a man in here .
I am little shocked my mother has not dated since her and my father split .

Then I hear a thud .
I get scared but I don't know why I could take on just about anyone .

Then I hear laughing .
So my mother does have a man in here .

She should good for her she deserves to be happy .
Maybe I should leave and just let them enjoy their night .
I walk out I guess I will go to Eric's .
When I get on the last step of our stairs I am hit with realization.
That is my dads car .

I look at his car then I look back at the house .

" If that is my dads car that means he is the man who is the house ." I say out loud to myself

How can this be , he always calls and my mother leaves she don't want to be around him , unless he is drunk then he just shows up , but I can't see my mother laughing at him when he is drunk .

I rush back into the house I have to k ow what is going on .

I don't announce that I am in the hoses and I carefully close the door .
I follow the sound of their voices .
When I get to room o know they are in I stop and listen

"But I think Vegas would be fun " my mother says and she giggles
What is going on .

" then I guess I willl have to take you " m father says

What they are talking about going to Vegas ?

I walk around the Conner and I find my father on top of my mother their hands is on each other
They are not kissing but thier lips are inches apart

" what is going on here " I yell as I walk into the room

They look at me and have a deer in the headlight kind of look on their faces .

Has this been going on ?

My mother says my name and my father jumps up off of my mother .

" Jax son we can explain " my father tells me

" I don't want to hear it from you " I tell him
Then I turn more toward my mom

She sits up and says

" This is embarrassing "

" What did you come here drunk " I say and look at my father
Before he can answer I look at my mother and say
" Why would let him in here ?"
" I am sorry you had to find out about this like this " my mother says
" How long has it been going on " I ask

" It happened while you was on the winter trip " my father answers

Wow my girl dumps me and now my parents are what hooking up this is to much to take .

" And I am sober " he answers me late

" He has been going to meetings and he is stopping this time " my mother claims

I shake my head
" It is true I do t want to be like that any
More I just want
my life back " he claims

Dose he expect me to believe him .

My mother walks to me and touches my face.

" I know it is hard to understand but we will be a family again "

Every child wants their parents to be togather it I just can't let my mother get hurt .

" why he will only cheat and hurt you again. " I yell

" Hey watch your tone and how you talk to your mother and I will not I have learned my lesson ." My father says sternly

Right then I am reminded of my father from when I was a kid .

" Look Jax we are going to see if we can. Make it work like a trial run ."my mother says

" But I know we will be together " my father chimes in

" I just don't understand how this could happen " I say

           " We still love each other and he is trying " my mother says and she sounds so matter factly

I see it in her eyes she loves him . All the hate she had for him is gone .

There would be nothing I could say to convince her not to go back to him .

          " well I hope you can work it out " I say and I go up to my room .

I do hope they can work it out , but I know what it was like last time I can't stand the thought of going threw that again. .

I am just sitting playing play station trying not to think about Bliss or my mother and my father .

My father knocks on the door .
He walks in slowly
.
                 " I don't want this to be hard for you " he tells me

               " Then don't hurt her " I shout and throw the  controller.
That might have been a little bit dramatic.

                  " I don't plan on it , I love her " he says

              " Then why did you cheat " I ask
It is a question I want to ask for so long and was also scared to ask but the words just camping flying out of my mouth .

               " It is complicated, but it don't mean that I don't love her I do I always have and. I still do as much as ever but we was going threw a rough patch not that that makes it better but it is the truth and then I did what I never thought I would do and I hated myself for it but instead of trying to win her back after she found out I felt like there was no hope so I just gave up and that why I had other girlfriend , I'd I thought I had a chance with your mother I would not have acted how I did after the 1 st time . " he says

             " But now I know I can be with her she is all I want " he adds

I don't want to be like my father , be hopeless so get other girlfriends no I am going to hold on until Bliss realizes and she will then we will be together.