Tutoring The QuarterBack

Chapter 30 leting go

Bliss
Jax is going to be here in am minute , I am going to try to get him to study out on the balcony and I will stay in here. . It is best to stay away from him .
Even if he did break up with his girlfriend. And even if he said all those sweet things .
What if he is playing a game .
What if he only wants to sleep with me , I mean I did give the ideal that I would .

Oh I almost did sleep with him .
I still can't believe how embarrassing that was .

But his words was the sweetest that any boy ever told me and it didn't seem like a game or a lie it seemed real .

I need to talk to Cassie .

So I tell Cassie everything after I tell her all that went down with me and Jax . She says

                      " So now you believe that he likes you "
Then she goes into laughter.

         " I told you "'she adds

                  " I believe he does. Because he said he likes me "  I say

                 " I can't believe you didn't give in Right then and there if Eric said that to me I would have " she tells me

             " there is still more reasons "'I remind my friend

           "'ok listen I know he would I'll there soon so I am going to make this quick , he is not the same as every quarterback he is his self and You don't have to sleep with him . But he has put his self out there ." She tells me

                 " I don't know I will think about it " I tell her and hang up .

After I hang up from Cassie I wait for Jax to arrive , 
He gets to my place about 10 minutes later .

            An awkward glance and a even more awkward hello but I know we have to move past it so I say

             " ok so you go ahead out to the balcony "
    " What well only if you go with me " he tells
Me

He sits his back pack down he gets his books out .

             " Fine just get done quickly " I command

          
A hour later he hands me his paper . Then he cracked his knuckles .
I force my self to look away .

I look at his paper and look over it .
I am so proud of him , he has come along way , I am so glad that I could have a little something to do with it .
I smile to myself .

But I guess Jax notices too .

                   " Why are you smiling " he asks

I just laugh
                          " oh you have to tell me now " he says
He sits down on the floor  next to me

He puts his arms around. Me .

                " I won't stop hugging you until you tell me " he says and squeezes
But to me that is Not a threat no I would love for him to continue to hug me squeezing and all but I dont
want him to know . So I pretend like I do t like it .

                  " Stop" I scream

                   " All you have to do is tell me why you are smiling " he tells me

                     " ok " I say
He takes his arms away from me

             " now why " he demands

He looks so cute with that perfect grin .

           " I was just thinking how far you came and how how good you are doing , I am really proud of you Jax " I tell him