Tutoring The QuarterBack

Chapter 37 ( A revelation)

                           Jax
Bliss looks so beautiful , and she is carefree tonight .
She has smiles and laughed so much , she is joking with Cassie and I love seeing her like this . She pulls her hair to one side and then takes a drink , she is across the counter and I want to kiss her so much .

Of course I have wanted to kiss girls before but this is different it scares me but I won't back awAy because I will not take a chance on losing her .
The thought of losing her really scares
Me . I never even thought about us going to different collages . What I told Bliss last night was true I was falling in love I didn't think about anything else .

                " we are so excited " My girlfriend says
And she walks over and holds my arm

            " Excited for what I was spaced" I admit

I was spaced thinking about Bliss , I have it so bad for this girl .

                        " The new year trip " she says loudly and very excitedly

When Bliss drinks she is so adorable.

         " oh yea I am so excited " I say and it is the truth

Bliss leans in and kiss me .
It is just a little peck but I want more .
I control myself I don't want to make Bliss uncomfortable.

Paisley walks into the room .

I can tell how she walks she is drunk .

" wow Paisley is out of it " Eric says

" I am not Eric " she groans

I put my arm around Bliss .
And of course Paisley notices .

I did not do that to get Paisley attention or to be mean to her , I did it because I thought Bliss was feeling uncomfortable .

I know it can be awkward when Paisley is around .

" well well If it ain't the hot couple ,
My ex and the new girl " Paisley slurs

" I have been going to this school , for as long as you have " Bliss answers us back

" Yes and we never notice you , but now you are with the quarterback and every one notices you " paisley says

Bliss let's out a breath.

" Why don't you go to another room or go home you are drunk Paisley " I command Paisley

" You know Jax when you are done slumming it I will be around for You ." She says

" if anything I was slumming it when I was with you ."I answer her

"you can tell yourself that , but the truth is the whole 1 st year we was dating , I screwing Eric " she says and then laughs

I feel anger rising in my body .

Cassie pulls back and screams
" Eric is that true "

Eric looks at me and he says

" I am sorry we was not even close then " Eric defends his self

" Still" I say
Cassie runs off and Bliss goes to but before she leaves she turns back around and says

" I have to go see about her "

I look at Eric . I know boys will sleep with any girl
But we was togather.

I get up and walk I just need fresh air .

I hear Paisley laughing as I walk past .

" I am so sorry" Eric pleads as he follows me
" Man I hate cheaters " I scream at him

The truth is I am over Paisley and I might have just dated her because she was there .
But Eric was one of my best friends and that hurts that he could do that to me and especially for so long .

" I was weak and it just happened, that 1 st time then I just continued , you know I never got girls like you and I am so sorry but I did end it but it was like a year and I am sorry" he admits all this to me

" Eric please just get out of my face I need some space " I tell him

The wind is a little chilly.
I don't know how I feel .
A little betrayed I guess I know I never really loved Paisley, but she still cheated and then my best friend.
I hate cheaters , I watch my parents , and I never wanted to be like my dad and I never dreamed that I would be the one being cheated on .
It hurts , Feels as though I didn't mean nothing to them .

I sit on a bench I just look at the sky .
I think how can people hurt people who they care about . I feel bad for myself , but I feel guilty because I did sort of cheat on Paisley with Bliss .
I am pretty sure I was in love with Bliss before we even kissed .   But I still cheated and for so long I hated cheaters . But I guess we are all human and we can't help all the feelings we have .

" Hey " Bliss says and sits down next to me

I look at her and say " Hey "

" So how are you " she asks me

" I am fine its is your friend who I am worried about " I tell her

" Cassie is ok " she tells me

Her eyes is so sweet .

" But I am worried about you " she tells me

And she grabs my hand . This girl always has a way with me

" You are so nice , but really there is nothing to worry about it is in the past " I say

" It still happened , and he was your best friend " she says to me

She is truly nice , then a thought pops into my head , I don't want her to be insecure .

I reach over and touch her face

" hey you know this is not about Paisley it hurts to know that my best friend would do that to me . And I see. What my mother went threw so I would never do that , and I kind of hate all cheaters. Then again I kind of did that too I made out with you and I was with paisley " I tell her

         "I know this is not about Paisley I do hate that it will have a strain on you and Eric friendship and on Eric and Cassie 's relationship " she says

           " I don't know what Cassie will do but I am going to forgive  Eric " I tell her

      She smiles at me .

      " I just want you to be happy " she tells me and I know  she does

                     " I am happy really the happiest I ever been and it is all because of you " I tell her

She leans in and kisses me .
Her hands go immediately around my neck ,as our tongues move with speed, I pull her closer and she moans I kiss her harder . She gets on top of me and I love it . She moves her hands down my chest . I move her hair I kiss her even harder , I love her so much .

                " I never wanted to see this " we hear and she pulls back then I Hear from her pouty lips
Something I didn't want to hear while we was in a hot make out session

                       " Alex " she says