take it how you want it

introduction.

a lot of the time i don't know how to introduce myself

could this be my call for help

i'm an eighteen-year-old girl

with dreams and goals

some are out of reach after they had already been sold

i like art

or at least i used too

it became pointless to me because it became important to you

my favorite color is blue

only because it usually describes my mood

i have anger issues

one i inherited from someone i try to forget

but with my DNA it's like a label on my chest

i write to cope

to explain all the ways i have been broke

broken

cut to pieces

you get the gist

but have you ever seen a person like this

i want love

but when i have it i tend to somehow always ruin it

i love music

it's my only escape from reality

i don't know how to communicate

my voice always tends to shake

i'm not athletic

it was never my strong suit

i have curly hair that came from both of you

i'm scared to say no

maybe that's why guys never take it slow

i love to bake sweets

even though they make me sick

i'm running out of things to say

maybe i'll have a better introduction another day