i want to be in the moment
but the moment doesn't want to stick
i enjoy it
where i'm at
who i'm with
but my mind moves
to the facts
my reality
not the fantasy i apply in the moment
we are not there
i don't know where we will be
fear
insecurities
jealousy
who am i to make that a problem
their problem
that's not fair
especially when i have the truth
i have it right there
right in front of me
i want to be able to say you are mine
not because i once had you
but because i want you now
one hundred percent
but you aren't there yet
be patient i say to myself
but the more i'm around them
the more i'm in the moment
i feed myself a lie
once again
but if i distance myself
you'll never know
maybe never realize
i have been loving you from a distance
holding you from a distance
caring for you from a distance
adoring you from a distance
but now i have more ground
but you are still at a distance
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Poetrythis is a series of poems i have written about past and current events. everyone handles emotions differently, here is how i handle mine
