Beth Banks lives life to the fullest because life has taught her that best person to love is yourself because not everyone will and you have to protect you. She's not worried about others are doing because she's only got to worry about her with her...
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We walk into Seth's house which is beautiful I love the black on the outside and all the windows and I look around it's very clean and nicely decorated I see food on the table looks very delicious and smells great!
"Don't you boys look very handsome right Beth?" Kate says and I want to hit her because I know what she is doing
"Yes you both look great and Seth your place is so nice I love all the windows and the black" I say
"Thank you pretty I can say I'm proud of it welcome thanks for coming to help" Seth says
"No problem you are welcome but I'm looking around and everything looks good and ready so where can we help?" I asks
"Right I said the same thing!" Decker says
"Um well few little things here and there I just really want to make sure it looks great and the most important people in my life will tell me the truth" Seth says
"It really does just point us to what you want to change but people will definitely have fun" I say
And he leads the way and grabs my hand and at this point I hate my body I'm tired of these reactions they need to shut down I want to be in control and it's worse with Decker next to me and our fingertips keep hitting each other
"If you could just help put these snacks on that table over there" Seth says
"Yes of course Kate let's go!" I say and she rolls her eyes and come
"So have you noticed? What this could be for you?" Kate says
"Huh what do you mean?" I asks totally confused
"I mean let's say you end up with Seth you are famous designers woman, he's hot, most likely great sex and you get to live in your dream house don't pretend this isn't it and it's super close to the shop" Kate says
"What kind of crack are you on Kate? He's gay and I mean yes it's a beautiful house but the only thing between me and Seth is friendship and listen that's the first guest so please help arrange this tonight is clearly something important to him and I'm already acting weird enough" I say
"Okay and your acting weird because your body knows what you should be doing and you are being a dumbass with your brain" Kate says
"Kate you are my best friend and smart at times but not now so please shut up and help" I say with attitude she laughs and helps me
Hours later
The party is full mode and everyone is having fun Seth is doing really well at entertaining everyone the food taste good but I need to really go to the bathroom
"Where you off too?" kate ask
"I have to wash my hands I'll be back" I say
"Girl I've spent as much hours as I can here I have to go to my work event so give me a hug before you leave" kate says and I sigh and give her a sad face
