Kimchay(jeffbarcode)

chapter10:Lost in your eyes

PORCHAY POV:

My tears dropped as soon as Wik sang the last line. I'm afraid that if I trust him again he'll hurt me. What if he leaves me again. I can't stand if he breaks my heart another time.

"Chay, you okay?" My friend said as he was watching my tears. I whipped my tears away quickly.

"Yeah. I gotta go." Then I got up and left as my friend was still calling my name.

I don't know what I'm gonna do about it. I wish I could just go somewhere far away from him and my brother and all of this.

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KIM POV:

I posted a video in my Instagram after a while. For Chay.

I know he probably blocked me but I hope he see it somehow. I know how much it can be hard for him to trust me again. I hope at least he gives me a chance to make him trust me.

*Sound of notification*

I picked up the phone. My heart almost stopped beating after seeing Chay's notification on my screen. He sent me a video. Without any messages. Just a video.

"Loving can hurt~"

"Loving can hurt sometimes~"

"And it's the only thing that I know~"

He was playing the guitar that I gifted to him before. And I think it was his answer to my post.

My heart filled with joy. I know it doesn't mean that he forgave me or anything. But he answered me and that's enough for now. I want to think Chay wants me back too. I couldn't help but keep smiling.

I rewatched the video for a thousand times and thought about Chay. About how things will end up.

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*Tomorrow morning*

Today, Chay has a same class as me. Although, it's my first time to attend it but I really need to see Chay so I'm gonna attend it today.

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PORCHAY POV:

I really don't feel like going to any classes today. But my friend called me and forced me to attend the class with him. I got up of my bed and took as shower.

I did it. I sent the video to P'Kim last night. He didn't reply or anything but he saw it. What if his video wasn't for me? Why did I send him that? Is he ignoring me?

Anyway, I arrived at school and walked to my classes then saw one of my friends and sat beside him. The professor started teaching.

20 minutes passed and I was super bored. But suddenly, a boy with black T-shirt came in.

It didn't take long for me to realize him. He looked at me and walked to me. I could feel that everyone was looking at him. He reached my sit then sat beside me.

I was surprised to see P'Kim here. He had drove me to school a lot but he never attends any classes. He put one of his hands under his head then looked at me and smiled. His eyes were shining. I looked at him back and I couldn't help but smiled back. He didn't take his eyes off me. And I felt shy so I stopped looking at him and stared at the professor. As soon as he saw me doing that he smirked and continued looking at me with a smile on his face.

"P'Kim stop it."

"Stop what?" He asked but he knew what I mean.

"Stop looking at me."

"I don't want to." He acted like a child.

"The whole class are watching us."

" So what?" He said and then he put both of his hand on table and put his head above them. Then continued staring at me.

"It's embarrassing and also I can't focus."

"Then you can stare at me too." He seems not want to listen. He's really like a child. I just let him do whatever he wants.

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*AFTER CLASSES*

"Where you want to go?" P'Kim asked me. He was staring at me the whole time and I could fell my cheeks getting red.

"I'll go back home." I answered him.

"Do you want to come out with me a little?" He asked.

"Where?"

"A new café. It's not far away."

"Okay." Then we walked to his car. And I accidently touched his hand and after that I pulled my hand quickly. He smiled and opened the door for me then sat on his sit and drove to café.

After a few minutes we arrived at a café. We got out of the car and walked to the café's entrance. We sat at a table.

We ordered and until they brought our order I was chatting with Macau at my phone. I wasn't ready to talk to P'Kim. I was stressed out and didn't want to look at his eyes.

Then he grabbed my phone gently. And as soon as I tried to get it back he stopped me.

"Chay, I want to talk to you. Please pay attention to me." He said smoothly with a warm voice. I nodded at him and bit my lower lip.

"Well, I know that I hurt you and I know that my reasons for what I did to you are not enough." He looked at me sadly. And I remembered all the thing he did to me.

"But I really want you to forgive me and also... I want you back Chay." My heart beats faster after hearing his words. I wasn't ready to hear that. I thought I won't react to Kim's words anymore but seems like I was wrong. I bit my lip harder and felt the pain. I fisted my hands and as soon as P'Kim saw that he grabbed my hands softly. I looked at him.

"Chay. I know I'm late. But I... I love you. I always loved you. Will you be my boyfriend again?" He continued as I looked at him. He grabbed my hands tightly. He looked straight in my eyes. He was serious this time. I could feel he's as anxious as I am.

His eyes were shining.

And I Got Lost in his eyes.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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THE WHOLE CLASS WATCHING KIM AND CHAY STARING AT EACH OTHER:

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