Kimchay(jeffbarcode)

CHAPTER 1:why don't you stay

PORCHAY POV:

"every event I've met"~

"every night I've passed"~

"They are nothing, just come and go in a circle"~

"But when you came into my life"~

"I started to get it"~

"Every minute I've spent is to see you"~

"what if we keep looking into each other eyes for tonight"~

"what if we keep holding each other hands for today"~

"It's okay if the whole world is going to collapse"~

"It's you"~

"It's because of you"~

"Even if we face a world without stars"~

"We'll be alright"~

"no matter for how long"~

"Embrace me ,There is just the two of us tonight"~

"Why don't you stay"~

"why don't you stay"~

"I would be okay"~

"Let me have you by my side, stay"~

"This is for porchay"

At first I wanted to delete the video but for some reasons I didn't. How should I react to this???

I'm really confused. P'Kim was the one who left me and broke my heart. And now he is sending me this. I can't understand him. I don't know what should I do about P'Kim , about my brother. about all of this.

I just turned off the phone and wiped my tears. Why I still care?? I thought if time passes I wouldn't care about him anymore but now I'm crying for a man who doesn't give a sh*t about my feelings. what should I do to stop caring about P'Kim? I really want to change this situation but I don't know how.

*knock*

"come in"

*Porsche comes in*

I just can't get used to see the minor family ring in his finger, and he used to hate suits but now he wears suits everyday.

"Porchay I'm gonna hang out with Kinn and his friends. Wanna join us?"

"No, I mean I have a headache so I'll just stay here and rest a little."

"You okay? Do you want me to call the doctor?"

"No. It's not that bad. You go have fun."

"I see. Take care of yourself. Goodnight."

"Goodnight."

Porsche left my room after kissing my cheek and hugging me.

He became the head of the minor family. He told me I won't get involved with anything. but how? my life has changed since I came here and I don't like this new life. I would be happy just with my family by my side.

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KIM POV:

I'm still staring at my phone. Waiting for anything from Porchay . I'm not expecting him to respond me but I still hope that he cares a little about me. I really fu*ked up.

At first I thought I can protect him if I stay away from him. But I really wanna see his smile. I want to hug him. Even it's okay if he just stay by my side. I really love him but I can't put his life in danger. Of course after Porsche became the head of minor family he put his brother life in danger. I don't know what to do.my heart aches.