Cross Roads

YES or NO?

A/N: Wholesome ang story?! Hala! Indoubt na ang author because of this scene. Slow ang update kasi busy. Nga pala, mali-mali yung spelling ng name ni Rohanne. Pasensya na po, tamad ako mag-edit.

Hmmn, sa tingin ko less than 10 parts na lang ito.

Salamat sa pagbabasa. :)

CHAD's POV

I was not able to stop myself from deepening the kiss. Yung pakiramdam na sa halik na ito mababawi ko lahat ng panahon na naghintay ako sa kanya. I really love her. Mula nang umalis sya hanggang ngayon na magkasama na kami ay sya lang ang laman ng puso ko. It never stops beating her name.

We are catching our breath when we stop kissing. I cupped her face and looked at her. Her lips are still apart. Lalong namula ang mga iyon dahil sa tagal ng pagkakahalik ko sa kanya.

"Chad." She whisphered breathlessly.

I kissed her forehead,then her nose. Pinaglapat ko ang mga noo namin and uttered those words.

"I love you."

Then I kissed her again, a feather like kiss. "I love you Hansel." Ulit ko. "Please be my girl.""

Halos mabingi ako sa kabog ng dibdib ko. I know she feels something for me. But I want her to be mine. Yung hindi na ako mag-aalala pa na may-umagaw sa kanyang iba dahil aalam ko akin na sya.

"Hansel." Bulong ko. Pakiramdam ko, sobrang tagal na ng ilang segundong pananahimik nya. " Please say yes."

She looked at me but she didn't answer. Instead, she did what I did not expect her to do.

She tiptoed and kissed me on the lips.

So I guess it's a YES!

Hansel's POV

I felt Chad stiffened when I initiated the kiss. But it didn't take long for him to recover.

Everything happens so fast. The next thing I knew, I was lying on my bed with him on top, still kissing me so hard.

So this is how it feels to be kissed by the person you love. Para bang you can't get enough. Ikinawit ko ang braso sa leeg ni Chad and answered his kisses. I felt his hand moved from my waist to my hips and caressed it gently. I don't understand but I feel like burning.

"Chad" I gasped for air when he stopped kissing my lips. He sniffed my neck and started planting little kisses there. I closed my eyes.

"Hansel" he whispered huskily. I felt his hands travel inside my blouse, massaging my stomach. Paulit-ulit iyon while showering me kisses.

My gosh! Lalo yata akong nahibang dahil sa ginagawa nya.

Then suddenly I felt something hard poking me on my stomach.

"Shit!" I heard him cursed saka agad na humiwalay sa akin. I immediately opened my eyes. Naguguluhang sinundan ko sya ng tingin. He get off the bed and looked at me guiltily.

"Sorry." He said in pain."I'm sorry
I should have not---."

I was speechless for a moment i dont understand why he has to apologize.

I looked at him and then suddenly realization hit me hard.

Oh my gosh! We almost did it and now he was sorry!

Napabalikwas ako ng bangon.

This is so humiliating!

"Sorry" he said again. "I- I didn't mean-"

I closed my eyes and cut him off. "Stop please!" I managed to say.

He did not mean to what? I almost give him myself and it was just nothing to him! I'm so stupid!

"No!" I sensed panic in his voice. "Hindi mo naiintindihan. What I'm trying to say is--"

"Save it Chad."

I don't want to cry. I'm not going to cry in front of him. I clenched my fist and continue "Please leave me now!"

"Hansel, please listen" he begged. He tried to touch me but I flinched. He doesn't want me.

Nakakahiya!

He let out a frustrated sigh. "Shit! I'm sorry, okay!"

Sya pa ang malakas ang loob na maiinis. "Damn you, Chad!" Hindi na ako nakatiis. "Stop telling me you're sorry for almost bedding me. Hindi ka nakakatuwa!" sigaw ko saka patakbong pumasok sa bathroom.

"What?!" Narinig kong sabi nya.

"I hate you!" sigaw ko saka ni-lock ang pinto. I don't want to see him right now.

"Open this door and let me explain." Sigaw nya sa pagitan ng mga katok.

"I'm not going to listen to you!" sagot ko. I moved towards the shower and open it. Hinding hindi ako makikinig sa mga paliwanag nya. The rush of water from the shower drowned his voice.

May sampung minuto ko ring binalewala ang pagkatok nya. Maybe he realized na wala akong balak na harapin sya kaya tumigil rin. When I stepped out of the bathroom, wala na sya.

Nanghihinang humiga ako sa kama and cried again.

"I hate you Chad!".

I hugged my pillow tightly. How can I face him after these?

Then I heard my message alert tone. I grabbed my phone and noticed the 23 unread messages notification. They are from Chad except from the recent message that I received.

Are you busy? Can we meet?

SENDER: ROHANNE FAJARDO

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